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fremmiefish

fremmiefish

i want to go home ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ
Jul 8, 2025
14
i want to try ctb tonight. from what ive gathered partial hanging tends to fail, but i know im just going to get cold feet if i hesitate too long.
easier to attempt now and fail so i know what im doing wrong, and if it works then, well 🤷‍♂️

im going to write my notes and clean and organise my room first. i'll post in this thread when im about to attempt.
i really dont know if i'll be able to go through with it or if it'll even work, so all i can do is hope
knowing myself i'll probably get cold feet or goof it up somehow but trying can't hurt, right?
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,273
^u^ hi,
  • Sadly, trying can hurt if it causes brain damage (if interrupted or comes apart somehow)
  • I'll also need to clean dust from my room, the vacuum can't reach everything.
  • While my ctb wish has faded, I still have my note written on my profile. Feel free to use it as inspiration (tho remember, there isn't an obligation on this forum to ctb)
 
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fremmiefish

fremmiefish

i want to go home ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ
Jul 8, 2025
14
nevermind my friend called me while i was setting up, i'll try again tomorrow (ㅠ﹏ㅠ) the guilt is too much

^u^ hi,
  • Sadly, trying can hurt if it causes brain damage (if interrupted or comes apart somehow)
  • I'll also need to clean dust from my room, the vacuum can't reach everything.
  • While my ctb wish has faded, I still have my note written on my profile. Feel free to use it as inspiration (tho remember, there isn't an obligation on this forum to ctb)
the risk of brain damage if i did fail is kind of the main reason i havent attempted up to this point ,, im sure i won't be interrupted im just terrified of tying it wrong or not positioning myself correctly when i do actually go to do it. also it's great your ctb wish has faded !! i hope you're doing better now ^^
 
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gregisss

gregisss

Member
Jan 7, 2025
25
This world is so unfair, its so obvious to want to leave and not want to play this game .
 
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