I want to talk to someone suicidal

[itsalrightkitty]

Im struggling really bad, with personal relationships, i cant believe im complaining about this, because i am greatful. I used to be a neet, shut-in, not many social activities. But now, i feel like i have too many friends, and its stressful, i think im going to just show people who i really am, i mask so often, because who i really am, isnt appealing to others. I feel like i want to be everything and everyone, i am you, you sre me. Such as the willow medows and the grass that sharply pulls you into your senses. I have no sense, i am too poor. I want everyone gone, i want to be alone, fully. No judgement, no nothing, thats why i want to talk to another suicidal person right now, because you guys understand

 

[Holu]

Out of curiosity wat mean "show people who you are". Do you just want to open up to them about your mental health?

Are you currently just posing to keep your current social relationships or do you just feel you don't belong.

 

[darksouls]

I think you should accept a person as they are
if you put on a mask
then your relationships are very superficial
you should ask yourself whether those are real friends
and whether your friendships make you happy
and give you what you really need

 

[snooperdooper]

There is a make a friend thread here, in the off topic section.

Yes, I find suicidal people much better company to keep than healthy people. It isn't just the comfort of being able to talk about your suicidal ideation without fear of being sent to a mental hospital or being chastised for even thinking such things, I also find that they are much more down to earth than healthy people. Like, the depression has given them a much clearer view of the world and, at the very least, they are not plagued by that. Does that make sense?

 

[itsalrightkitty]

Out of curiosity wat mean "show people who you are". Do you just want to open up to them about your mental health?

Are you currently just posing to keep your current social relationships or do you just feel you don't belong.

I mean as in, i dont have to pretend to be a different person in front of people, but i think its mostly due to my autism i feel so disconnected

There is a make a friend thread here, in the off topic section.

Yes, I find suicidal people much better company to keep than healthy people. It isn't just the comfort of being able to talk about your suicidal ideation without fear of being sent to a mental hospital or being chastised for even thinking such things, I also find that they are much more down to earth than healthy people. Like, the depression has given them a much clearer view of the world and, at the very least, they are not plagued by that. Does that make sense?

It does !!!