Venting I want to start over

[RexieCrys]

I want to escape. Everything ig I wanna move out the country I wanna be happy but Im mentally and physically ill and I cant even get a job it doesnt help much that I live with 9 ppl rn I need out of my house idfc how anymore but I cant kms cuz my bf would be so upset. I wish I didnt care hes the only thing stopping me and ik I should be grateful but I just feel horrible for everything

 

[Elsie]

That's normal. You feel like ur useless cause u can't give anything and feel burdened. If you feel like that, I can only tell u to do things slowly but surely. Maybe help around cooking, cleaning. That way u feel less heavy. If not, go outside to the park for healing and take in the nature before preparing urself for the real world... I hope u the best!

 

[shampoo sniffer]

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

 

[hippiedeath]

There's always a possibility of starting over. There are times in life like that. I just don't even want to live in this world anymore from any vantage point. I've tried.