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Lifeis_Jouissance70

Lifeis_Jouissance70

Come, sweet death
Oct 25, 2023
29
Everyday I wake up and wonder, why wasnt I the one to die in my sleep?
That sounds like the best most painless way to go, just die in my sleep, no one will think I ctb, just gone...
 
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oofuf

oofuf

hope is the seed of despair
Feb 13, 2023
56
Same. Sleeping is the only way I can forget about everything going on in my life.
 
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Villager_37

Villager_37

The weak one
Sep 21, 2023
17
Same, that honestly could be the best thing to happen to any person
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I can relate! Have the same wish very often. That would really be the best way but also it is very unlikely to happen.
 
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WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
1,536
It's an awful feeling to be sure.
I hate the mornings most on waking up when it hits me hard that I'm still here.
Yet at night I go to sleep hoping that I die in my sleep.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,678
To me it really would be so ideal to fall into an eternal and dreamless sleep where all future suffering is prevented. I agree that it sounds like the best way to die, all that appeals to me is a peaceful and permanent release from this existence. To never wake again with all forgotten about is what I see as the best thing possible as after all one cannot suffer from not existing.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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Everyday I wake up and wonder, why wasnt I the one to die in my sleep?
That sounds like the best most painless way to go, just die in my sleep, no one will think I ctb, just gone...
Same, that would be my ideal way to go. I wish I could fall asleep and never have to wake up ever again. Lately I've been trying to manifest it but I haven't succeeded yet…
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
362
You and everyone else on this site.
 
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NocturnILL

NocturnILL

She will become the wind…
Sep 11, 2023
434
Honestly ideal
I sometimes wake up and get frustrated that it didn't happen.
 
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