I don't want to live at home anymore, I want my own place so I can just be left alone. Maybe even ctb in peace. It's just too expensive. I've looked all over and I can't afford anything.
Honestly I just want to disappear, I wouldn't tell anyone I know where I live, and that way I can just cease to exist to other people, even my family.
This is one of the last things I need to ctb - push everyone away and make them hate me. It would be so much simpler if I just lived on my own.
I feel so shit today, I had an appointment with my mental health team this afternoon and it's just the same bullshit 'go on a walk' or 'cook something for your family' like what????
Yeah im dying soon because I've had enough. Nothing they do or say can help me.
Honestly I just want to disappear, I wouldn't tell anyone I know where I live, and that way I can just cease to exist to other people, even my family.
This is one of the last things I need to ctb - push everyone away and make them hate me. It would be so much simpler if I just lived on my own.
I feel so shit today, I had an appointment with my mental health team this afternoon and it's just the same bullshit 'go on a walk' or 'cook something for your family' like what????
Yeah im dying soon because I've had enough. Nothing they do or say can help me.
