i want to lobotomise myself

[livefastdieyoung]

something ive always thought about is lobotomies. ive always been interested in psychology and how the human brain works, and most studies describe people who were lobotomised or had that level of brain tauma, to have insane personality changes and decreased intelligence and almost like less of a consciousness?? idk

ive just always been curious what would happen if i got one. would the suffering stop? most of my problems now are my fucked up mind and how i think of everything. what if i could make myself stop being able to think about my problems at all. like im alive but not fully there. it sounds peaceful. has anyone else ever considered this? what are the realistic logistics of this?

obviously im not going to do it id rather just kill myself, but it wouldnt be very hard to perform. or maybe it would idk

what would it be like to be lobotomised? could things actually improve somehow?? would i just be too fucked in the head to care about how fucked in the head i am?

just something ive always wondered, was hoping someone could shed some light.. sorry if this is a stupid question

 

[cursedlife]

I watched videos about rosemary kennedy (john f kennedy sister) she was lobotomized and it wasn't fun she ended up with the intelligence of a toddler and she couldn't do anything for her self ,she was institutionalized for decades before she died .

 

[nendn]

Hello livefastdieyoung, it's not a stupid question. I do not know you. I am not a doctor or intelligent human being. for me personally lobotomy is not an option to treat myself or someone else for whatever reason, whilst knowing that criminality has no borders. of course it was considered by people and widely practiced for example with the so called lobotomobil and ice picks marketed by psychiatry branch entities. for more information there is website cchr.org where you find plenty publications about the truth of psychiatry. viewer and reader discretion is advised as everything of it is highly violent and gruesome cruel crimes against humanity! proceed with maximum caution if you take in information. I'd like to close my reply with a bitter statement, a quotation of a statement from Major General Albert N. Stubblebine III (US Army retired) : "Informed Consent is the defining Issue of the 21st Century. All Nations are Obligated by the Nuremberg Code, to Respect our right to say NO to any medical intervention. This include unavoidably unsafe and uninsurable Vaccination."

 

[catsalvation]

I've also thought about this. However lobotomy itself seems to be very dangerous and strip the person away from their essence and free will, which is scary. But I regularly daydream about some kind of TBI that would turn off the overactive parts of my brain which causes me emotional suffering all of the time. So I understand. It would be nice to experience the world differently.
By the way critics of the antidepressants say that some of them causes a similar effect to lobotomy, they even call it a "chemical lobotomy".