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invokat222

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Mar 2, 2025
38
The point is reached now and I have

– 30 mg Bromazolam
– tons of SN
– tons of Metoclopramide

and I will take everything of the Bromazolam, and 25 g SN resolved in 50 ml water (soda).

I did not fast (last coffee+snack 2,5 hours ago, last meal 5,5 hours ago) but I want to kill myself immediately. I know that this actually is not a good idea but it is necessary.

Do I have to change the doses to higher the chances to die?




Thank you one more time. I also want to thank the people who are responsible for this website. I think it is quite underestimated how important and useful your work is. 💚
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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What happened?

I hope you find peace.
 
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invokat222

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Mar 2, 2025
38
Nothing noteworthy. But it is much easier in the heat of the moment (affectively) and I don't want to languish any longer.
 
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