I want to kill myself because I will never find a girlfriend

[Bigjaw]

I'm 32 and I'm a virgin guy. I've never touched or kissed a girl and never had sex.
I'm not particularly good looking, I'm not rich or interesting, no one wants me.

This situation has made me a pathetic little man who never grew up. I look around, I see teenage couples and I realize that I'm just wasting my time.
It's late now, late to find love, late to satisfy a girl, late to discover sex for the first time, late for the first kiss, late for everything.
These are things I had to do in adolescence, and now that train is lost forever.

I can only go with a prostitute to experience what it feels like, but I no longer have the courage or desire to do so.
It might be a stupid reason for CTB, but I'm tired of not enjoying the pleasures in life that are normal for all other people.

I only live to work, there is no woman for me on this Earth, so why live? I'm tired of being alone.
Having no one who loves you is the worst sentence.

Your peak is mid to late 30's. Get shredded before then if you can. Practice talking to people but in very brief but polite ways. I'm 46 and unloved by parents and have only had a gf for 5.5 months. I had opportunities but blew them. You still have the time and potential to improve your situation and life. Pushing 50 it gets harder. The hardest part is I've always felt the way you do and probably always will. I hope you can change things up.