I want to hang myself because of the constant panic attacks

[FireFox]

Anxiety is a monster I keep having these panic attacks everyday and awful dreams I am going to do badly in my assignments. I have this 10,000 word essay that makes up my final grade. I have to amend my 5,000 draft before I move to the next 10,000. My supervisor in our final session says my draft goes in the right direction and I need to build on what I have. I feel like my ideas are stupid,

The loneliness at university has been the worst. In my 1st term at I had a friend who I spoke to nearly everyday. She was in my classes and it was wonderful having a friend. We both shared our anxieties over our assignments and helped each other. She was an overseas student and when she met her new clique of friends in the city we live in she stopped talking to me everyday as second term progressed. I ignored the signs during Christmas she was even telling me the places she went to in the city with her new friends and she never did anything with me.

Losing her has been difficult because I had close someone to talk too at university and now I don't. I miss my old university because I had friends. I just can't cope anymore with all the panic attacks, nausea and going crazy.

Living with mental illness is living with a monster in your head.

 

[Nightfoot]

Anxiety that includes panic attacks is rough. I hope things get better for you.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Sorry to hear that.

 

[unluckysadness]

I know what severe anxiety is. It's hell.

 

[Verena2]

I wake up with severe anxiety every day. It started a long time ago, triggered by a traumatic event. It really is a living hell. I just don't want to keep feeling like this.