• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
C

cookji

Member
Mar 24, 2026
61
I feel like I can't put it off any longer…
The thought of still being alive next year feels terrifying.
Every single day feels like hell.
I don't know when I'll go… I'm very scared, and it's really hard to get through this.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Kamaainakupua
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,302
I really understand as all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from this cruel, torturous existence and for me it'll always be torture to exist, I hope you find peace.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Hunter2005

Similar threads

T
Replies
10
Views
379
Suicide Discussion
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
stevie23
Replies
1
Views
99
Suicide Discussion
here_for_now
here_for_now
Mint Floss
Replies
7
Views
353
Suicide Discussion
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
Agon321
Replies
5
Views
175
Suicide Discussion
RadiantNumber
RadiantNumber
Drowningindespair
Replies
1
Views
117
Suicide Discussion
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider