Venting I want to go before May

[DeathToSpiesSMERSH]

There's still a lot of hesitation with my thoughts as I'm typing this so that might explain some of the wording.

But I'm really looking to CTB before I turn 25, I want to release myself and others from who I am.

I can't carry on this world knowing I am broken beyond repair, being autistic, dyspraxic, unpleasant and abusive.

I want to equalise the world a little more by removing another bad element.


I have begun trying to gather resources, I've got Risperidone that's been prescribed to me, I can order Prochlorperazine as well to ease it.

I intend to go through with it by using SN, but accessing SN is something I'm not well versed in.

 

[girlsboysthems]

I wish you good luck with whatever decision you make.
-from another broken & useless person

 

[FuneralCry]

It's very much understandable wanting to finally be free from all of the suffering, I wish you the best. And it's certainly unfair how it's this difficult and complicated to plan our death, of course it should be easier for us to find ways to leave.