aerilana
full of grief
- Nov 24, 2025
- 23
planning to take your own life is actually exhausting that i really just want to die in a natural way but knowing my luck god would make everyone around me sick but not me lol i haven't been sleeping normally or eating properly but my usually weak immuned body decides to just not be that anymore when im actively trying to get sick life is so funny i used to get sick all the time when i was doing better lol
i am also worried of what people will say if ever i actually take my own life (i live in a conservative religious country lol) i heard them talk about someone who hanged himself like it's just a gossip... i want to be be understood and to get a little bit of grace when i go i want to be remembered as a human being and not some lazy girl who killed herself because she can't handle her shit
i am also worried of what people will say if ever i actually take my own life (i live in a conservative religious country lol) i heard them talk about someone who hanged himself like it's just a gossip... i want to be be understood and to get a little bit of grace when i go i want to be remembered as a human being and not some lazy girl who killed herself because she can't handle her shit
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