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Ginny

Ginny

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Nov 4, 2025
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With my previous attend foil, I need to find an alternative now. I can go jump from the 20th floor of my building, but there might be an issue in reaching the top. Slashing my veins upon, but I fear the endorphins I get from cutting myself might prevent me from doing it properly. I do beg you all to make me be this day the last one I have to endure. I eagerly await any replies.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Wishing you peace Ginny. Don't rush into anything though, especially slashing.
 
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Ginny

Ginny

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Nov 4, 2025
14
however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
I don't really believe in relief right now. Whenever I encounter an effective method that I will finally be at peace
Wishing you peace Ginny. Don't rush into anything though, especially slashing.
Slashing is my last option. I hope for a quick and easy way to make the pain go away
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, I also just wish to be free from this torturous existence, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing and never exist again, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
291
if you have to do it today, then sure. but id take the extra time and try to do it with one of the more peaceful routes if you are up for waiting. either way, i wish you well on your journey
 
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Ginny

Ginny

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Nov 4, 2025
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I understand, I also just wish to be free from this torturous existence, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing and never exist again, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
The great desire of not exisiting : . You can watch this video about it if you want
if you have to do it today, then sure. but id take the extra time and try to do it with one of the more peaceful routes if you are up for waiting. either way, i wish you well on your journey
I have sat and pondered for years, pondered with friends, family, and professionals. Today is the day for me, for there is lo longing or desires left in myself, i yearn for the sweet embrace of death, and I will achieve.
 
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Irisse

Irisse

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Sep 8, 2025
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I wish that you find the peace you are looking for, and that it goes as painlessly as possible.
 
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