Venting i want to end it but I'm scared

[8enjun]

do u know when u want to die but at the same time u don't??? sometimes i wish i wasn't such a pussy and i would get it over with but i don't want to feel pain, and i don't want the only few people i love to feel pain because i ended it. idek what to do i have a razor blade right next to me, should i just slit my wrist vertically or slit into my throat? i don't know

 

[FuneralCry]

That method is unreliable and will likely just lead to more suffering, but anyway it's understandable having fears as after all suicide isn't straightforward to go through with. I hate how we exist in a world where the more peaceful suicide method options are restricted from us.

 

[hellispink]

When there is heat in the moment and doubts, it is better not to proceed to avoid any further damage or arising problems. With a cold head, then ask yourself what you truly want or need to get to a conclusion on what to do.

 

[dingokettle3531]

That's understandable, I feel the same way, would like to end it but don't have access to reliable enough methods and I get a lot of fear from thinking about "what if I fail, what when people find me?" sure, hanging yourself can work but it can fail as well due to a number of reasons

 

[crowsylol]

do u know when u want to die but at the same time u don't??? sometimes i wish i wasn't such a pussy and i would get it over with but i don't want to feel pain, and i don't want the only few people i love to feel pain because i ended it. idek what to do i have a razor blade right next to me, should i just slit my wrist vertically or slit into my throat? i don't know

right like tbh i dont wnna live anymore but i hate pain so much. one time i had planned to slit my neck like u had once but as soon as the blade came close to my neck i chickened out.