Venting I want to die

[usernamesarehard]

I told myself I'd wait until next year, but FUCK this is so hard.

I have no more hope. And no more will to live.

I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.

Why and I doing this to myself? For a guy who already left me. Why am I still waiting? What's the point?

God I'm so tired. I hate it here. I wish I had listened to myself before and not told him how I felt. I'd still be suicidal, but I wouldn't be in this situation.


FUCK

 

[FreedomElsewhere]

I read your post and I think most of it was being echoed in my head. I love hard and don't seem to learn my lesson. I told him that if I talk anymore, I'm taking more out of him, but if I don't, then I'm torturing myself. In more humorous light, for every guy I date that has shitty communication, I only grow stronger. I know my words in general come off as strong and very forward. I think a lot of people are intimidated by that.
Wishing I could give everybody who would want it a hug.

 

[TheOA34]

Heartbreak is one of the worse things to go through. So i understand. I'm really through too and im ready to go but im now finding out how hard it actually is to get resources cause of restrictions on this website. Its so frustrating. I don't want to resort to taking my life in a violent way.