Venting I want to die

[Leyna]

I want to die so fucking bad. Why can't i just fall asleep and not wake up. Or hell give me a terminal disease. Why should some poor kid be stuck with cancer when i would gladly take it and die in a heartbeat. Why was i brought into life. God i wanna die

I wish i could at least talk to my friends about it. i just want to talk to thrm about my thoughts without worrying they'll alert someone and i'll have to go to a psych ward. can't trust anyone.

 

[Yonlux]

I'm sorry for your pain, it's very sad that in our society we still can't get rid of all suffering in freedom...

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to never wake again, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence, for me personally it brings me so much pain how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal, dreamless sleep, I only hope for non-existence and I understand that it's so dreadful and tiring feeling stuck here. But anyway I hope you find peace.

 

[Blue Dream]

I'm so exhausted every day I am withdrawing more and more. I don't want to go out anymore. I need to lie down every time I do. I feel out of place and like a burden even among friends and am clearly not equipped to live in this predatory ass world.

So very tired....

 

[SpaceInvader]

Every morning when i wake up and realize that i am still alive, i feel sooooooo disappointed.

 

[Praying 4 a Miracle]

For when recovery is not possible, legal assisted dying must be made available to every adult who decides they are suffering intolerably. This needs to happen now, not years from now. There are far too many people chronically suffering in this world, and the entire situation is madness.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Same here. It's so unfair that I'm forced to live when every waking moment is nothing but torturous for me. It's so unfair at how we have to suffer so much just for us to die inevitably anyway. The suffering that we went through is all meaningless as death erases it all and I hate pro lifers for not understanding that as they want to meaninglessly prolong human suffering for as long as possible instead of ending it peacefully. Fuck pro lifers and their mindless optimistic attitude about life

 

[sereneidentity]

I want to die so fucking bad. Why can't i just fall asleep and not wake up. Or hell give me a terminal disease. Why should some poor kid be stuck with cancer when i would gladly take it and die in a heartbeat. Why was i brought into life. God i wanna die

I wish i could at least talk to my friends about it. i just want to talk to thrm about my thoughts without worrying they'll alert someone and i'll have to go to a psych ward. can't trust anyone.

If pain and people wouldn't exist I would've jumped out of the highest apartment building with a smile on my face