i want to die today

[UglyCat]

is hanging myself a good idea? i want to die quickly

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

is hanging myself a good idea? i want to die quickly

Yes definitely, but you need a specific rope, I looked on amazon and there was a synthetic winch rope that can hold 10,000 LBS without breaking and it is 6mm in thickness (the thinner, the more it compresses the blood vessels to the brain.) so make sure it tightens from your weight (I wouldn't use a hangman's knot, a common misconception of the noose) a noose is like a slip knot like a basic tightening knot, so dip it in soap and oil, add a stopper knot, and attach it to the anchor that can hold 10 times your weight, and it will constrict your neck SO BADLY that not only the windpipe is blocked, but also the 2 internal carotid arteries and the 2 vertebral arteries all supplying blood "to" your brain. Your neck stretches and you will go unconscious in seconds.

 

[UglyCat]

Yes definitely, but you need a specific rope, I looked on amazon and there was a synthetic winch rope that can hold 10,000 LBS without breaking and it is 6mm in thickness (the thinner, the more it compresses the blood vessels to the brain.) so make sure it tightens from your weight (I wouldn't use a hangman's knot, a common misconception of the noose) a noose is like a slip knot like a basic tightening knot, so dip it in soap and oil, add a stopper knot, and attach it to the anchor that can hold 10 times your weight, and it will constrict your neck SO BADLY that not only the windpipe is blocked, but also the 2 internal carotid arteries and the 2 vertebral arteries all supplying blood "to" your brain. Your neck stretches and you will go unconscious in seconds.

very hard work... why is it so hard to die?

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

very hard work... why is it so hard to die?

its so hard to die because the body is so resilient to destruction, but it is very weak from unnatural death aka "hanging"

 

[Holu]

very hard work... why is it so hard to die?

It's a mixture of survival instinct and fear of suffering. It's technically easy to die, just hard to push oneself to commit to death, and harder to get the equipment for in a humane and low suffering death.

I really wish we had physician assisted suicide for mental health. I wish society accepted suicide as an autonomous choice to mitigate suffering. Fuck this world

 

[UglyCat]

its so hard to die because the body is so resilient to destruction, but it is very weak from unnatural death aka "hanging"

full suspension is not necessary, partial suspension does the job. but i don't have many rope options here at home, only judo straps and tennis shoelaces.

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

full suspension is not necessary, partial suspension does the job. but i don't have many rope options here at home, only judo straps and tennis shoelaces.

no trust me, if you do partial hanging, (which I did) you will convulse so badly and your hand will literally grab the rope and untie it while unconcious (from my experience)
Unless you handcuff yourself and somehow don't stand up while unconcious.

 

[UglyCat]

It's a mixture of survival instinct and fear of suffering. It's technically easy to die, just hard to push oneself to commit to death, and harder to get the equipment for in a humane and low suffering death.

I really wish we had physician assisted suicide for mental health. I wish society accepted suicide as an autonomous choice to mitigate suffering. Fuck this world

i would like that too...

 

[Holu]

full suspension is not necessary, partial suspension does the job. but i don't have many rope options here at home, only judo straps and tennis shoelaces.

Partial is possible, but riskier and harder. Full is usually preferable for consistency of minimizing suffering

 

[UglyCat]

no trust me, if you do partial hanging, (which I did) you will convulse so badly and your hand will literally grab the rope and untie it while unconcious (from my experience)
Unless you handcuff yourself and somehow don't stand up while unconcious.

damn... can this really happen?

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

damn... can this really happen?

yes, I'm sorry i hate when the body does that, I just want to die so badly, but I don't live alone, and I can afford SN, but the government doesn't allow me to buy it. FUCK MY LIFE I HATE THE PERSON WHO BORNED ME.

 

[UglyCat]

yes, I'm sorry i hate when the body does that, I just want to die so badly, but I don't live alone, and I can afford SN, but the government doesn't allow me to buy it. FUCK MY LIFE I HATE THE PERSON WHO BORNED ME.

i'm sorry you're going through this, i hope you can get through it all...

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

i'm sorry... by the way, is a judo belt a good alternative as a r

can it hold your entire weight? use your 2 hands and use your full weight for 10 seconds, if it doesn't break, it will work

 

[UglyCat]

can it hold your entire weight? use your 2 hands and use your full weight for 10 seconds, if it doesn't break, it will work

yes, it can hold all my weight

 

[Holu]

The real question I have is how did someone manage a partial using shoelaces and a door handle. The fact they take shoelaces during 5150s had to come from somewhere.

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

yes, it can hold all my weight

alright, then your good to go. I hope you have peace when you die, and for you to NEVER suffer again. I am going to kill myself too.

 

[UglyCat]

The real question I have is how did someone manage a partial using shoelaces and a door handle. The fact they take shoelaces during 5150s had to come from somewhere.

definitely, i have no idea. but envy? maybe a little...

alright, then your good to go. I hope you have peace when you die, and for you to NEVER suffer again. I am going to kill myself too.

yes, but i can't do a full suspension, the rope holds me, but where i'm going to put it for support, it's difficult to hold it

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

definitely, i have no idea. but envy? maybe a little...

yes, but i can't do a full suspension, the rope holds me, but where i'm going to put it for support, it's difficult to hold it

do you have a pull up bar or a playground bars like in a place near you, that can hold ALOT of weight

 

[UglyCat]

do you have a pull up bar or a playground bars like in a place near you, that can hold ALOT of weight

in my room there is a support to put the hangers next to the clothes, but the screws that hold it don't seem to be firm.

 

[Holu]

do you have a pull up bar or a playground bars like in a place near you, that can hold ALOT of weight

The problem with bull up bars is that most doors aren't tall enough to actually make this work. Unless you have a really tall door, it's near impossible to pull off a full suspension

As for playground bars, I understand it's easy to be desperate, but please don't. A child could see you and you could traumatize them for life

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

wait why did FishRain3469 follow me and then unfollow me, im sensitive to rude stuff

in my room there is a support to put the hangers next to the clothes, but the screws that hold it don't seem to be firm.

do you have a garage with beams on the ceiling, if not, then use a door that you attach the knot to the doorknob and then over the door with the noose knot, that would work

in my room there is a support to put the hangers next to the clothes, but the screws that hold it don't seem to be firm.

do you have a garage with beams on the ceiling, if not, then use a door that you attach the knot to the doorknob and then over the door with the noose knot, that would work, and you can use an constrictor knot at the doorknob, that knot cannot come undone tho so be careful

 

[UglyCat]

wait why did FishRain3469 follow me and then unfollow me, im sensitive to rude stuff

do you have a garage with beams on the ceiling, if not, then use a door that you attach the knot to the doorknob and then over the door with the noose knot, that would work

do you have a garage with beams on the ceiling, if not, then use a door that you attach the knot to the doorknob and then over the door with the noose knot, that would work, and you can use an constrictor knot at the doorknob, that knot cannot come undone tho so be careful

fishrain3469 follow him again!!!

i can attach the rope to my garage, but there are cameras there and it's raining a lot. plus, it has a view of the outside.

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

fishrain3469 follow him again!!!

i can attach the rope to my garage, but there are cameras there and it's raining a lot. plus, it has a view of the outside.

I would unplug the cameras first? If you can do it without them knowing

 

[Holu]

Yayyy this post has devolved to nonsenseeee. I'm posting my kitty you can't stop me now

 

[UglyCat]

I would unplug the cameras first? If you can do it without them knowing

it's not that simple :( in addition to several other reasons, the garage is not viable, the best place is still my room.

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YOU TOUCHED MY WEAK SPOT!!!

DELETE!!! DELETE!!! NOW!!!

 

[Holu]

it's not that simple :( in addition to several other reasons, the garage is not viable, the best place is still my room.

Out of curiosity do you have others who live with you. It sounds like you do. The garage might still be your best bet if you can't find a suitable place in your room. You are going to want to wait for people to be gone anyways, since it takes a lot longer than desired to complete a suicide by hanging.

YOU TOUCHED MY WEAK SPOT!!!

DELETE!!! DELETE!!! NOW!!!

Nooo. Silly kitty must persist!

 

[UglyCat]

Out of curiosity do you have others who live with you. It sounds like you do. The garage might still be your best bet if you can't find a suitable place in your room. You are going to want to wait for people to be gone anyways, since it takes a lot longer than desired to complete a suicide by hanging.

i live with a lot of people, but my room has a lock and they don't usually see how i am.

 

[Holu]

i live with a lot of people, but my room has a lock and they don't usually see how i am.

Issue is if you use a door, the other end of the rope needs to be on the handle. If you are relying on a door and lock you need a place to hand yourself from inside the room entirely

 

[DoomCry]

no trust me, if you do partial hanging, (which I did) you will convulse so badly and your hand will literally grab the rope and untie it while unconcious (from my experience)
Unless you handcuff yourself and somehow don't stand up while unconcious.

Sorry to say it, but what you wrote doesn't hold up—biologically or logically.

A body in a state of unconsciousness cannot untie a rope by itself. It simply can't perform a voluntary, coordinated, goal-oriented action like that. Seizures? Yes. Spinal reflexes? Sure. But untying a knot? With an "unconscious" hand? No.
That requires awareness, fine motor control, and intentionality.

So there are two possibilities: either you were never actually unconscious, or your story is designed to discourage others by being overly dramatic and frankly unbelievable.

This isn't the first time we've seen low-activity profiles pop up just to spread fear and make every method seem ridiculous, doomed to fail, or dangerous.
It's a pattern.
People who come here looking for answers don't need scare tactics or made-up horror stories—they need clarity and reality.

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

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KITTYYYYY

Sorry to say it, but what you wrote doesn't hold up—biologically or logically.

A body in a state of unconsciousness cannot untie a rope by itself. It simply can't perform a voluntary, coordinated, goal-oriented action like that. Seizures? Yes. Spinal reflexes? Sure. But untying a knot? With an "unconscious" hand? No.
That requires awareness, fine motor control, and intentionality.

So there are two possibilities: either you were never actually unconscious, or your story is designed to discourage others by being overly dramatic and frankly unbelievable.

This isn't the first time we've seen low-activity profiles pop up just to spread fear and make every method seem ridiculous, doomed to fail, or dangerous.
It's a pattern.
People who come here looking for answers don't need scare tactics or made-up horror stories—they need clarity and reality.

then why did my hand do that i woke up to it