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Winniethepooh

Member
Nov 17, 2019
54
I want to die of liver failure.

I've thought about hanging myself. But I think it would hurt too much. I want my death to be peaceful.

The only peaceful way to go that I can think of is an overdose. I've tried twice. First, 12 sedatives, then 5 ibuprophen before I chickened out. Both times I woke back up. Never sought medical attention so I'm hoping that I will die of liver failure within ten years.

I'm drinking lots of coffee in the hopes that it will ruin my liver. Not showing any symptoms though.

I have mixed feelings about this forum. You're all so supportive, I feel sad that you're dying.
 
tonygw

tonygw

Member
Dec 12, 2020
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I am really sorry for how your life is going. I hope you find the peace everyone deserves, If you wanna talk, I am here
 
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CoalmineCanary

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Jul 15, 2020
478
I'm drinking lots of coffee in the hopes that it will ruin my liver. Not showing any symptoms though.

I have mixed feelings about this forum. You're all so supportive, I feel sad that you're dying.

Dying of liver failure with be exponentially increased if you are a raging alcoholic.

I'm sorry life has brought you to where you're at but it's good that you feel supported here. Sending hugs. :heart: :hug:
 
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Aap

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,856
I'm sorry you don't know what you are talking about. It's only slightly better than saying you want to die of pancreatic cancer. You don't want to die of liver failure, and drinking coffee isn't going to do anything.
 
Mer

Mer

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Dec 2, 2020
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I want to die of liver failure.

I've thought about hanging myself. But I think it would hurt too much. I want my death to be peaceful.

The only peaceful way to go that I can think of is an overdose. I've tried twice. First, 12 sedatives, then 5 ibuprophen before I chickened out. Both times I woke back up. Never sought medical attention so I'm hoping that I will die of liver failure within ten years.

I'm drinking lots of coffee in the hopes that it will ruin my liver. Not showing any symptoms though.

I have mixed feelings about this forum. You're all so supportive, I feel sad that you're dying.

Dying of liver failure is not a painless, peaceful way to go.
 
Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
I watched my mother drink herself to death and die of liver cirrhosis and failure when I was 18. It was the most awful thing I've ever seen. She was yellow all over. The whites of her eyes looked like they were colored in with a yellow highlighter marker. Just touching her skin could make her bleed from her pores. And it took months. Even the final stage of dying took a whole month.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,721
I watched my mother drink herself to death and die of liver cirrhosis and failure when I was 18. It was the most awful thing I've ever seen. She was yellow all over. The whites of her eyes looked like they were colored in with a yellow highlighter marker. Just touching her skin could make her bleed from her pores. And it took months. Even the final stage of dying took a whole month.

Yeh i think the OP is insane for wanting to die this way. Maybe he should just go for alcohol poisoning
 
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Aap

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,856
You made a post as ridiculous as saying you want to die of cancer because you think it is peaceful and then stated you are drinking coffee (something unrelated to and will not cause what you are supposedly looking for) to induce it. I can't tell if this is satire or real, which should indicate the level of ridiculousness.

I don't know what you are looking for or expecting
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
7,165
We're feel sad you're leaving too!
Anyway, why don't you check out the resources sections and look for another method?
I'm sure there must something "fast and more effective" than ruining your liver little by little.

Hugs
 
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Winniethepooh

Member
Nov 17, 2019
54
I'm alternating between panick that I'm alive and a sense of happiness and "hope" that I will die.
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
1,361
I'm alternating between panick that I'm alive and a sense of happiness and "hope" that I will die.
You aren't going to die of liver failure, and to be honest, if you were to be dying of liver failure, you'd really wish you weren't. It's a horrendous and painful death.
Please do some research.
 
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Winniethepooh

Member
Nov 17, 2019
54
You made a post as ridiculous as saying you want to die of cancer because you think it is peaceful and then stated you are drinking coffee (something unrelated to and will not cause what you are supposedly looking for) to induce it. I can't tell if this is satire or real, which should indicate the level of ridiculousness.

I don't know what you are looking for or expecting
You're not a nice person.
You aren't going to die of liver failure, and to be honest, if you were to be dying of liver failure, you'd really wish you weren't. It's a horrendous and painful death.
Please do some research.
I don't believe you. It couldn't possible be more painful than hanging yourself.
 
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Fehler

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Oct 12, 2020
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I would highly recommend another method. It is not that from one day to the next you are going to die, there will be a suffering that will increase. You could "collapse" at some point and by the time a doctor sees you all the time used to deliberately damage your liver will have been of little use. As others said, I would keep an eye on -->it here<--
 
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Symbiote

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Oct 12, 2020
3,102
I don't believe you. It couldn't possible be more painful than hanging yourself.

Hanging yourself properly takes about an hour to die. Liver poisoning takes months to die in the most extreme way possible. Think of the worst stomachache you ever had and multiply by 100, that's pain magnitude, and then + by 8 months roughly without intervention...

Research the methods on here that's been done by many on this forum or stop trolling us.
 
Isadeth

Isadeth

Visionary
Jun 12, 2020
2,543
Hanging yourself properly takes about an hour to die. Liver poisoning takes months to die in the most extreme way possible. Think of the worst stomachache you ever had and multiply by 100, that's pain magnitude, and then + by 8 months roughly without intervention...

Research the methods on here that's been done by many on this forum or stop trolling us.
Let's not forget muscle wasting, hepatic encephalopathy, jaundice, pulmonary edema, ascites, esophageal varices... the list goes on. Hanging is much more peaceful.
 
x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
1,361
Let's not forget muscle wasting, hepatic encephalopathy, jaundice, pulmonary edema, ascites, esophageal varices... the list goes on. Hanging is much more peaceful.
I had a friend who died of liver failure and he was bleeding from every orifice just before he died, and that was after months of agonising stomach pains.
You're not a nice person.

I don't believe you. It couldn't possible be more painful than hanging yourself.
you ARE funny :pfff:
 
Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
Even drinking copious amounts of alcohol isn't a guarantee. My friend managed to die from it, but I never did. Drank like a fish for 20 years - I'm still here.
My friend's death was pretty awful. His wife and mother had to make the decision to pull the plug. He couldn't live without machines. That's what dying of liver failure is.
 
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NeverGoodEnuff

Specialist
Sep 28, 2020
398
My brother died of liver failure a year ago. The last nine months of his life, he was in hospitals or rehab centers, back and forth. Never went home that entire time. It started over five years before. Took him five years of getting sicker and sicker.

As an ICU nurse, I saw lots of this. The ammonia level in your blood goes higher and you suffer from mental confusion. The treatment is to give you very strong medicine that causes extreme diarrhea, which also causes low potassium so you get that to counteract the diarrheal effects If you can eat, protein is severely restricted to a few ounces a day. No salt, low carbs. I have seen people cry and beg for foods they would enjoy. Esophageal varices cause bleeding, which flows out of your mouth. Then you get blood transfusions, after they put a tube down your throat to tie off or cauterize the bleeding vessels. Many medicines are filtered through the liver so they start with low doses, including pain meds. Oftentimes, kidney failure occurs, then dialysis. You will look like a very pregnant, very yellow scarecrow. And this goes on for many months, maybe years.

By the time this all starts happening, you will not be in a position to end things yourself.

Please please please don't do this. And yes, coffee won't do anything to your liver.

ANY other way would be better.
 
WasGehtnAb?

WasGehtnAb?

Member
Dec 20, 2020
29
I am NOT a doctor but was educated in somthing like that.

Liver failure is NOT painless. Also your liver will survive a lot of poison before failing because that's the job of a liver.

Coffeine is not harming your liver at all. You have to drink booze everyday and cocaine would help too but even then it would take years. Also you will be addicted soon and cold detoxification is also painful.

Not the best way I guess.
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,091
I want to die of liver failure.

I've thought about hanging myself. But I think it would hurt too much. I want my death to be peaceful.

The only peaceful way to go that I can think of is an overdose. I've tried twice. First, 12 sedatives, then 5 ibuprophen before I chickened out. Both times I woke back up. Never sought medical attention so I'm hoping that I will die of liver failure within ten years.

I'm drinking lots of coffee in the hopes that it will ruin my liver. Not showing any symptoms though.

I have mixed feelings about this forum. You're all so supportive, I feel sad that you're dying.
You are more likely to wreck your liver but live in pain from it than actually die. Living with a diseased liver is no fun and it's a horrible death. And trying to do it by taking over the counter meds won't kill you.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
I'm hoping that I will die of liver failure within ten years.
2030 is a long way away. I can't imagine it.
Are you wanting to poison yourself gradually to erase yourself? I can understand this mentality if that's what you mean.
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,274
My brother died of liver failure a year ago. The last nine months of his life, he was in hospitals or rehab centers, back and forth. Never went home that entire time. It started over five years before. Took him five years of getting sicker and sicker.

As an ICU nurse, I saw lots of this. The ammonia level in your blood goes higher and you suffer from mental confusion. The treatment is to give you very strong medicine that causes extreme diarrhea, which also causes low potassium so you get that to counteract the diarrheal effects If you can eat, protein is severely restricted to a few ounces a day. No salt, low carbs. I have seen people cry and beg for foods they would enjoy. Esophageal varices cause bleeding, which flows out of your mouth. Then you get blood transfusions, after they put a tube down your throat to tie off or cauterize the bleeding vessels. Many medicines are filtered through the liver so they start with low doses, including pain meds. Oftentimes, kidney failure occurs, then dialysis. You will look like a very pregnant, very yellow scarecrow. And this goes on for many months, maybe years.

By the time this all starts happening, you will not be in a position to end things yourself.

Please please please don't do this. And yes, coffee won't do anything to your liver.

ANY other way would be better.
Esophageal varices was what came to my mind. For some reason it was one of the worse ones. Not particularly gruesome or anything.

I just think about when someone with these gets into respiratory distress to be put to sleep while actively suffocating in front in front of you while frantically shaking his head and begging to be intubated. Immediately calling a stat mass transfusion protocol to be delivered from pharmacy.. needed it 10× over while trying hard as could to reach in there and compress the flow...
 
Teal_Blue_Dreams

Teal_Blue_Dreams

Arcanist
Sep 15, 2020
401
My brother died of liver failure a year ago. The last nine months of his life, he was in hospitals or rehab centers, back and forth. Never went home that entire time. It started over five years before. Took him five years of getting sicker and sicker.

As an ICU nurse, I saw lots of this. The ammonia level in your blood goes higher and you suffer from mental confusion. The treatment is to give you very strong medicine that causes extreme diarrhea, which also causes low potassium so you get that to counteract the diarrheal effects If you can eat, protein is severely restricted to a few ounces a day. No salt, low carbs. I have seen people cry and beg for foods they would enjoy. Esophageal varices cause bleeding, which flows out of your mouth. Then you get blood transfusions, after they put a tube down your throat to tie off or cauterize the bleeding vessels. Many medicines are filtered through the liver so they start with low doses, including pain meds. Oftentimes, kidney failure occurs, then dialysis. You will look like a very pregnant, very yellow scarecrow. And this goes on for many months, maybe years.

By the time this all starts happening, you will not be in a position to end things yourself.

Please please please don't do this. And yes, coffee won't do anything to your liver.

ANY other way would be better.
Thanks for sharing this. Wow! I can relate as I have actually been through this w a family member as well. Hugs to you!
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,024
I don't believe you. It couldn't possible be more painful than hanging yourself.
There is no reason for people here to all be telling you the same thing if it wasn't true. I hope you will read the resource and search the forum, so you can learn more about hanging and liver failure since you have a couple misconceptions about them. I hope you find the info to make the choices that work best for you.
 
Teal_Blue_Dreams

Teal_Blue_Dreams

Arcanist
Sep 15, 2020
401
You're not a nice person.

I don't believe you. It couldn't possible be more painful than hanging yourself.
trust us, babe! this aint the way. and we are ALL trying to get out of here but we're not doing it that way. follow @RoseyBird 's advice and read up more if you have doubts.
 

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