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ImNotReal

ImNotReal

Don't wake me up
Jan 18, 2025
224
Just someone who understands me and knows I want this. Ingest sn or fucking something just slowly drift away while being cradled. I fantasize about this often. That is all
 
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onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
235
Relatable
 
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Fantasy22

Member
May 10, 2024
60
I want that so badly, but I don't think I can ask that of anyone
 
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lonesomedefeat

lonesomedefeat

I'll fail and lose this fight
Sep 17, 2024
30
Same tbh, it's a pretty comforting thought, although even if I did have someone like this, I more than likely could not have them go though that.
 
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karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
259
I want die on my bf arms but I don't know if it will be too hard for him
 
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_Maya

_Maya

Maybe tomorrow.
Jan 26, 2025
143
I'd love to one day drift off to sleep with someone I love, and never wake up again.
 
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23421

Student
Nov 14, 2024
164
i planned this with my ex. still sad it will never be a reality
 
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Addicted2Life

Addicted2Life

Member
May 21, 2025
7
That'd be sweet, though I'd prefer both people dying in each other's arms.
 
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quins

quins

Member
May 27, 2025
84
We're all entitled to our perversions, I imagine that the outcome would mostly follow in line with my own fantasies, having a "good, intelligent woman" lending her ear to my troubles, which would inevitably kill her...
 
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waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
432
I would love this. I've actually had one friend offer to do this, but I could never accept, it will hurt them too much; even if they say it's okay.

I guess it'll stay a distant dream~
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
801
I understand your desire
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree (I'll never be free)
Apr 22, 2019
852
Just someone who understands me and knows I want this. Ingest sn or fucking something just slowly drift away while being cradled. I fantasize about this often. That is all
Sounds perfect 🥲 it would be so nice. Hopefully your wish shall come true

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Afterglow

Afterglow

the best geoguessr player ever
Feb 22, 2025
374
so fucking real i think bleeding out in someone's arms would be so romantic
 
h3artstopping

h3artstopping

What is even the point lmao..
May 25, 2025
30
Just someone who understands me and knows I want this. Ingest sn or fucking something just slowly drift away while being cradled. I fantasize about this often. That is all
So real, I actually asked my ex abt it and she fell out of love with me 😭🙏
 
ElTopo

ElTopo

Don't listen to me, I am drunk
Mar 30, 2025
258
Just someone who understands me and knows I want this. Ingest sn or fucking something just slowly drift away while being cradled. I fantasize about this often. That is all
If you had someone like that would you still want to go though?
I would certainly reconsider, lots more things are bad with my life, but having someone who loves you can force you to resuscitate.
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
That would be the dream
 
AnEpilogue

AnEpilogue

気持ち悪い
May 24, 2025
29
I want that so badly, but I don't think I can ask that of anyone
im not kidding when i say i would love to cradle someone in my arms while they die. there are definitely people out there who would do that for you, but it takes a special breed i guess.
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
717
I was able to provide this for both of my parents. My dad did the death with dignity process. He went very peacefully, we should all be so lucky. My mom went naturally. I've been with enough people in their last hours to know the symptoms so I knew it was coming. It also was very peaceful. I truly think that being in my arms helped them accept what was happening. Ironically, I doubt that it will be case for me.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
That's a sweet thought. I don't like to be touched and no one wants to hold me anyway, so it all works out. Sometimes I wish I could imagine wanting to be held when I die, but I want to be left alone. I could imagine myself holding someone else as they die, just to be nice.
 
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ImNotReal

ImNotReal

Don't wake me up
Jan 18, 2025
224
Same tbh, it's a pretty comforting thought, although even if I did have someone like this, I more than likely could not have them go though that.
Oh no absolutely not I could never ask anyone ofc
 
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