I want to die, I can't do it myself though, I tried to distract myself with doing things but there's no point

[colkatt2928]

really nothings helping deal with anything at this point and I know that all I want to die

 

[Th1sB1tterEarth0]

Same. Nothing seems to help and everything about life just becomes a painful, laborious chore. How long have you felt this way?

 

[colkatt2928]

Same. Nothing seems to help and everything about life just becomes a painful, laborious chore. How long have you felt this way?

for nearly 3 years now this year marking the 4th

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. Everything will always feel very pointless for me as well. I'm tired of being trapped in this existence that I never asked for. Having to endure day after day of this really is so dreadful. Finally leaving this world and being free from everything really should be easier, as staying alive is only prolonging suffering with the chance of things getting worse at any moment. There is no real relief in this life. I wish you freedom.

 

[myfinalform]

i try to do stuffs (drawing, listen to music, smoking cigarettes) to get my mind of from dying but it ends and i still feel suicidal, i dont know if this feeling will ever pass

 

[colkatt2928]

i try to do stuffs (drawing, listen to music, smoking cigarettes) to get my mind of from dying but it ends and i still feel suicidal, i dont know if this feeling will ever pass

Hey, I get that. Doing things may initially help in distraction, but eventually your brain just views them as mundane tasks and they become less effective. so now it doesn't truly divert your attention from anything; instead, they just make you think more critically.