I want to CBT but I have trouble executing a plan

[Xta4Love]

Im 36. I have had mental issues since age 13. It gotten really bad at age 21. Since then I can't work. At 34 I suffered a psychotic depression. I lost myself completely. My personality, my interests, my skills, all gone. Now all I can think about is CTB. But I can barely do my own dishes. My life is hell. I have no future. Im dependent on other people. Caregivers mostly. Current psychiatry has no idea what is wrong with me. They try to activate me. But it only leads to set backs, overwhelming, sensory overload. So down the line. Im ready to go. But how? I can not execute a lot. I barely leave my house. I got SN but it was confiscated by police. I hope for N but it is impossible to get, being housebound. I cant live this life anymore. I want to die in the comfort of my house. Soon.

 

[mortuarymary]

Can you re order SN?

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered so much, existence really is too cruel. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[thechemist]

If availability is problem maybe CTB by hanging

I'll put the resource here

How to hang yourself

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sanctioned-suicide.net

It also has a guide to ctb with not much pain I don't know if this is true though

 

[permanently tired]

If availability is problem maybe CTB by hanging

I'll put the resource here

How to hang yourself

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sanctioned-suicide.net

It also has a guide to ctb with not much pain I don't know if this is true though

In my experience, it doesn't hurt unbearably though it can be quite uncomfortable

 

[thechemist]

In my experience, it doesn't hurt unbearably though it can be quite uncomfortable

Fair that's true

 

[Xta4Love]

Can you re order SN?

Do you have a scource? If so could you pm me? Thank you so much

If availability is problem maybe CTB by hanging

I'll put the resource here

How to hang yourself

I just thought this information is better off here now, because the original source has been taken down. If this violates any rules or if the author doesn't want this information to be reproduced on other sites, the admins or mods are free to delete my thread. I hope you don't mind, this is very...

sanctioned-suicide.net

It also has a guide to ctb with not much pain I don't know if this is true though

Sounds ok. But I dont know where to hang myself. I feel silly and stupid. Will a doorpost work?

If availability is problem maybe CTB by hanging

I'll put the resource here

How to hang yourself

I just thought this information is better off here now, because the original source has been taken down. If this violates any rules or if the author doesn't want this information to be reproduced on other sites, the admins or mods are free to delete my thread. I hope you don't mind, this is very...

sanctioned-suicide.net

It also has a guide to ctb with not much pain I don't know if this is true though

Sounds ok. But I dont know where to hang myself. I feel silly and stupid. Will a doorpost work?

If availability is problem maybe CTB by hanging

I'll put the resource here

How to hang yourself

I just thought this information is better off here now, because the original source has been taken down. If this violates any rules or if the author doesn't want this information to be reproduced on other sites, the admins or mods are free to delete my thread. I hope you don't mind, this is very...

sanctioned-suicide.net

It also has a guide to ctb with not much pain I don't know if this is true though

Sounds ok. But I dont know where to hang myself. I feel silly and stupid. Will a doorpost work?

It really sounds like you've suffered so much, existence really is too cruel. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

Thank you for your kindness and understanding

 

[mortuarymary]

I've no source. Sorry.