Venting I want to be alone

[puella]

I've been pushing everyone in my life away. I'm too depressed to maintain a relationship, friendship, or talk to family. I broke up with my girlfriend, I've barely messaged friends back, I've stopped picking up when my family calls, and I've been feeling uneasy around my roommate.

Part of me feels like I should be alone—far away from anyone my death would hurt. Maybe that will make it easier for my loved ones to cope with the loss.

 

[voyager]

Did the same when I was younger and still want to be left alone for the most part. Just make sure you're not pushing the wrong people away or have left anything unsaid, since it might come back to haunt you.