I want to abandon those who have abandoned me.

[InsatiableEmptiness]

Idk if that means CTB or changing my name and skipping town but I'm so angry as a person. I feel so rejected and unheard. I have nobody in my life who says good morning to me or hugs me. Sometimes I feel like I'm already dead. Im 23, I live on my own, I work and go to school part time. Im jumping through the hoops like a good dog but Im so alone.

Most of my distant family sees me as smart and self sufficient but I just wanna cry and be hugged. it really feels like nobody loves me enough to even do that.

 

[ghost44]

It's horrible what lack of relationships with people can do to you and it's horrible that people abandon you. I understand wanting to return the feeling of abandonment you've been given..I hope you are treated better in the future.