hyacinths
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- Sep 25, 2021
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can't stop thinking how nice it would be to take it all away from me. euthanasia, almost. the suicidal ideation has been here for a decade, i just need someone to help with the survival instincts lol.
basically the instinct to live preventing me from following through with plansSurvival instincts?
Ah I see. Maybe, exploring these instincts in more depth will lead you to an antidoteā¦basically the instinct to live preventing me from following through with plans
Yeah I've been struggling with that a lot, it's hard to CTB when even if I want to die there's a small part of my brain which refuses to and has administrator priviledge, so far no amount of alcohol or medications was able to overcome thatbasically the instinct to live preventing me from following through with plans
Have you ever thought about whether you really want to end everything or not?can't stop thinking how nice it would be to take it all away from me. euthanasia, almost. the suicidal ideation has been here for a decade, i just need someone to help with the survival instincts lol.
Survival instinct has nothing to do with hope. It's merely the body's unconscious fear, reflexive response to pain that has been developed over billions of years of evolution. Every human has survival instinct even if they want to die and have no desire to live at allSurvival instinct is sometimes a sign of hope, if you have some it will get in your way.
Admin privileges? Well there's your problem, your brain runs windows.Yeah I've been struggling with that a lot, it's hard to CTB when even if I want to die there's a small part of my brain which refuses to and has administrator priviledge, so far no amount of alcohol or medications was able to overcome that
god i wish it was that simpleGo to your local serial killer and ask how much he charged for his services.