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hereandthere13

hereandthere13

why me?
Sep 14, 2023
131
i feel so alone. i dont believe people are real. i don't have anyone i can talk to with full confidence that they are hearing me out. I'm slowly falling down a deep dark hole. i just want the thoughts to go away. i hate myself so much.
 
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dolemitedrums

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2024
447
Is the main issue that you feel other people aren't real or are there other thoughts you want to go away?
 
hereandthere13

hereandthere13

why me?
Sep 14, 2023
131
Is the main issue that you feel other people aren't real or are there other thoughts you want to go away?
i dont believe people are real, as in existing. i have severe ocd and the thoughts don't shut up
 
hereandthere13

hereandthere13

why me?
Sep 14, 2023
131
What do you think they are? Simulations, robotro
robots, hallucinations, npcs... i dont rlly know but i have a feeling that I've been in some kind of psychotic state my entire life and nobody else really exists
 
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dolemitedrums

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2024
447
robots, hallucinations, npcs... i dont rlly know but i have a feeling that I've been in some kind of psychotic state my entire life and nobody else really exists

Have you had people that are exceptions to this...family, parents, friends, etc.?
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
291
I am sorry that nothing feels real, but we are here with you, you don't have to feel alone, feel free to PM me if you need a friendly listening ear.
 

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