Venting I want any drug!

[Dr.Duck]

I've been sober for almost 2 months from weed, shrooms, nic, and alcohol. I need to get something! I can't escape my feeling and need a way out. I want to get stronger stuff but the only plug I've found is for shrooms. Life is so boring without the help of drugs, I know there bad but I don't care it's not like I'll make it pasted 30. I really want to try 7oh even though I've heard the stories about it. What can I do?!!!!!? Nothing!!! I live at my parents house and they are making me stay clean for 6 months from everything before I can drink or smoke. I can't get kicked out.

Im ranting but this sucks!!!! I feel trapped with my emotions. I can't tell anyone because they'd worry, I don't want/need to burden anyone. I wish I could CTB now.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Stuff that can change one's state of mind includes a little deep breathing (to feel more relaxed), and some exercise (to feel more awake).
Hopefully that helps u feel better, without risking addiction, etc.

 

[Dr.Duck]

Stuff that can change one's state of mind includes a little deep breathing (to feel more relaxed), and some exercise (to feel more awake).
Hopefully that helps u feel better, without risking addiction, etc.

Maybe but I know I'll it's a matter of time before I fall back into my dependency on them. I will try to do more of that though, best to give it a chance at least.

 

[gayboy300]

I know sobriety sucks when you want nothing more than to be intoxicated, but you know what sucks more? Homelessness. Stay strong, you got this almost half way there

 

[EmptyBottle]

I know sobriety sucks when you want nothing more than to be intoxicated, but you know what sucks more? Homelessness. Stay strong, you got this almost half way there

Or worse, severe addiction symptoms, that can no longer be satisfied even with the drug.

 

[windowinstaller]

I've been sober for almost 2 months from weed, shrooms, nic, and alcohol. I need to get something! I can't escape my feeling and need a way out. I want to get stronger stuff but the only plug I've found is for shrooms. Life is so boring without the help of drugs, I know there bad but I don't care it's not like I'll make it pasted 30. I really want to try 7oh even though I've heard the stories about it. What can I do?!!!!!? Nothing!!! I live at my parents house and they are making me stay clean for 6 months from everything before I can drink or smoke. I can't get kicked out.

Im ranting but this sucks!!!! I feel trapped with my emotions. I can't tell anyone because they'd worry, I don't want/need to burden anyone. I wish I could CTB now.

dph benadryl dxm nutmeg alcohol imodium benzedrex nitrous doxylamine as well as pharmicuticals you trick your doctor into giving you

 

[EmptyBottle]

dph benadryl dxm nutmeg alcohol imodium benzedrex nitrous doxylamine as well as pharmicuticals you trick your doctor into giving you

Yes, that is a big list, tho the user said alcohol wasn't allowed. Also, high doses of dph/benadryl comes with nasty side effects from negative hallucination to potential brain damage, not worth the high imo. Nitrous oxide also damages the brain, and the others likely have their own similar risks.

 

[windowinstaller]

Yes, that is a big list, tho the user said alcohol wasn't allowed. Also, high doses of dph/benadryl comes with nasty side effects from negative hallucination to potential brain damage, not worth the high imo. Nitrous oxide also damages the brain, and the others likely have their own similar risks.

nitrous only damages brain with no taking a break for a month every other month because b12 depletion and stuff