Venting I wanna work but at the same time I don't

[LonelyPrince]

I've been sending job applications left and right so that I can have a source of income and hopefully save up enough to rent an apartment and move out of my house.
I don't expect anyone to reply due to the state of the job market, however today someone did in fact do so.
I want my own money since I spent all of what I had from my previous job, but at the same time the thought of working makes me want to die lol.
I wish i could work with animals: I'd go to work everyday eager to see them...but I don't want to become a veterinarian and my career goals are focused in art.
I really want to work at the petshop in my town but I've tried sending my curriculum twice, both online and in person, and they ignored me.

 

[Carrot]

I definitely considered working with animals. Ethics is very important for me. If it was a zoo that just owns animals purely for the entertainment of others, that feels terrible.

If you hate working.. one solution is finding fulfillment in creating your own things, stuff, that you care about, it doesn't have to earn a lot of money or at all. Which is basically more work, but at least it's important/meaningful/fulfilling work.

I can't imagine working for somebody all life, especially if I don't agree with their values.