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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
so i can feel some happiness for the first time in my life
 
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sharky

Lost
Dec 15, 2021
283
I also thought about that. But…. You will feel great. So great that you might change your plans and want to live. But not without the drug. Life on drugs is great. At the same time, when you'll feel withdrawal you'll want to ctb even more. So it doesn't matter. Im still debating this.
 
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Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
308
Eh, it's overrated. It didn't make me feel good, it just made every feeling 1000x more intense. Average sex became phenomenal sex, but mild depressing became self-loathing.

So, bigger ups and bigger downs, but not more ups than a normal day.
 
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Oblivion Access

Oblivion Access

I don't know anything
Jul 5, 2019
333
Don't do it man, as someone who was a big cokehead for a bit, it's fucking trash and overpriced. Try MDMA instead if you insist on drugs. Have a look at this thread https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/molly-and-recovery.86476/ and do some research of your own before diving in recklessly.
 
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lili

lili

Specialist
Feb 17, 2022
319
I wouldn't consider it making me particularly happy whenever I do it. It just makes me want to talk more to people. Then it makes me feel really numb and emotionless once it's over.

I think it's also overrated. Can't quite say what it is that I enjoy out of it yet I keep doing. I haven't tried in like two weeks but will probably try some tonight. I guess I'll report back and see if it did makes me happy, I highly doubt so.
 
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OldDrummer

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2022
435
The only thing I'd regret not taking are psychoactives, in particular DMT and/or LSD.

But in truth, life is too much of an illusion in the first place, and do I really need an illusion within an illusion?
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Why not psychedelics or something.
 
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AnestheticVoid

AnestheticVoid

❤️ Dissociatives ❤️
Feb 17, 2022
273
Coke is overrated. Even if you get some good uncut it's a very fleeting high. You'll just sit there doing line after line until it's gone, you don't even really get a chance to enjoy the effects. Much better drugs out there. Definitely try ketamine if you have depression.
 
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Zebedee

Lost all hope
Sep 30, 2020
98
As others have already said, it's overrated and definitely overpriced... I try to stay away from drugs nowadays, but I did enjoy LSD and magic mushrooms the first time I tried them.
 
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VikingHagstrom

VikingHagstrom

Member
Sep 8, 2021
38
Try mushrooms instead. I tried it once but the effect was so relaxing like inner peace x100. Cocaine will just make you anxious
 
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Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
I wouldn't consider it making me particularly happy whenever I do it. It just makes me want to talk more to people. Then it makes me feel really numb and emotionless once it's over.

I think it's also overrated. Can't quite say what it is that I enjoy out of it yet I keep doing. I haven't tried in like two weeks but will probably try some tonight. I guess I'll report back and see if it did makes me happy, I highly doubt so.
I wish D sold coke!😆
Friends,yeah,I'd like to try coke,Molly and some stuff like that,but I have no clue where to get that stuff.
Ironically,I have a friend who used to(?) be a notorious drug dealer.😆😆 He used to do drugs with the son of the guy who played Bozo on tv!😮
He seems reticent when I've asked him. I guess he doesn't trust me. His clients go back decades. Que cera.
 
Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Try mushrooms instead. I tried it once but the effect was so relaxing like inner peace x100. Cocaine will just make you anxious
This could go wrong though lol. I would recommend safely using mdma.

Cocaine is overrated.
 
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GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
I agree. MDMA is a better option than cocaine. Coke is so white-knuckled, shallow and overpriced. Just watch the movie Scarface if you want to experience that.

MDMA is so non-threatening that even old heads like my mates 68 year old dad can still take it and have a good night, gettin all cuddly with the missus. If he drops acid, eats mushrooms, or even smokes a cone of some potent sativa he will 100% wig out. Personally I think mushrooms are amazing but MDMA's not psychologically intense or confronting the way psychedelics can be.

But be safe with it, even though it's a fluffy and happy feeling, it's more dangerous than the psychedelics. Put it this way. School kids can take more and more MDMA until they overdose because its nice and fun and doesn't feel scary. On the other hand, mushrooms are completely nontoxic and you cannot die from them, but eat a few too many and you might communicate with God, while melting into the couch and watching the ancient pyramids reconstruct themselves.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
I wish D sold coke!😆
Friends,yeah,I'd like to try coke,Molly and some stuff like that,but I have no clue where to get that stuff.
Ironically,I have a friend who used to(?) be a notorious drug dealer.😆😆 He used to do drugs with the son of the guy who played Bozo on tv!😮
He seems reticent when I've asked him. I guess he doesn't trust me. His clients go back decades. Que cera.
hahah is Bozo a good guy? My mom was on that show, the one out of Boston. I could've sworn she said he wasn't very nice.
 
Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
hahah is Bozo a good guy? My mom was on that show, the one out of Boston. I could've sworn she said he wasn't very nice.
This was in the suburbs of Chicago. I don't know if Bozo came by to get high😉 but I hear he was a good guy.
We had a family friend who danced on the Bozo show once,on St. Paddy's day. It was very exciting to see her on tv!
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
This was in the suburbs of Chicago. I don't know if Bozo came by to get high😉 but I hear he was a good guy.
We had a family friend who danced on the Bozo show once,on St. Paddy's day. It was very exciting to see her on tv!
Different bozo! Boston bozo is a bitch apparently. Chicago Bozo sounds like a good guy.
 
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deleted

Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
718
Cocaine and marijuana is so cheap here, but I think I also prefer psychedelics, here mushrooms are legal too so it makes it easier
 
its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
As others said it's really not that great. It just makes things really intense. So if you're depressed you're going to be in for a whole new level of hell. MDMA isn't a bad suggestion, it creates euphoria more reliably and gives pleasant bodily sensations. Half the time I do coke I just want to smoke 8,000 cigarettes and crawl out of my skin.
 
georgecostanza

georgecostanza

Member
Mar 6, 2022
71
I'd also recommend giving psychedelics a try. Especially a reasonable dose of LSD is quite beginner friendly and doesn't come with the terrible hangover of a coke binge. You can actually order LSD-prodrugs / -equivalents legally in many countries. F.x.: 1p-LSD, 1cp-LSD or 1v-LSD (aka Valerie). Except for the real deal (LSD-25) I did many trips on 1cp-LSD. 1v-LSD is as of now the only variety legal in Germany.
 
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JCR

Member
Jan 14, 2022
6
Coke is shit, the only thing going for it is the glam aspect. I wonder if smoking crack is any better.
 

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