NSFW i wanna kill myself but my self preservation instincts are preventing it

[nathan.melikov1@out]

I'm depressed. My life fucking...sucks, and there's just no way it'll get better because the reason it sucks (aka my total social inabilility) can't be fixed. I don't want to live, but on the other hand, I can't die because my stupid self-preservation instincs are preventing me from simply doing it. Does anybody know how to circumvent these instincts? Thanks in advice for replying (please reply)

 

[MrP]

I'm in that exact predicament. I wish for nothing more than to cease existing but I can't get myself to do it.

 

[Tears in Rain]

. Does anybody know how to circumvent these instincts? Thanks in advice for replying (please reply)

Loads of threads about S.I. preventing people.
Short answer: alcohol/benzos etc may help a little, but the only way to truly beat the survival instinct is to want to ctb badly enough.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so frustrated, I hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing on our own terms. I imagine that many who managed to succeed were fortunate enough to have access to a reliable method they felt confident in and they just got so determined to cease existing on their own terms, I certainly do envy those people. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[nathan.melikov1@out]

thanks for the encouraging words i wish you a lot of luck on your own suicide journey or whatever it's called

I understand why you'd feel so frustrated, I hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing on our own terms. I imagine that many who managed to succeed were fortunate enough to have access to a reliable method they felt confident in and they just got so determined to cease existing on their own terms, I certainly do envy those people. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.