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reaasd11

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I just graduated high school and I don't think I have the work effort to work a normal job, also the fact that ill never find love sucks to. I have alot of money and i would prefer if the death was painless quick and not messy. please help me CTB
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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Egroeg91

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I just graduated high school and I don't think I have the work effort to work a normal job, also the fact that ill never find love sucks to. I have alot of money and i would prefer if the death was painless quick and not messy. please help me CTB
I would recommend trying to get SN as it's one of the more painless ways to die. It's quite common and I actually just got SN myself, going to CTB after my dad's birthday.
 
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What dreams may come?
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We can't recommend specific methods but please do have a look at the resource compilation thread:

 
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reaasd11

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I would recommend trying to get SN as it's one of the more painless ways to die. It's quite common and I actually just got SN myself, going to CTB after my dad's birthday.
how did u get access to SN, i would like to go out that way it just seems impossibly hard to acquire (money isnt an issue
 
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If money is no object, go and have a lovely holiday in South America, somewhere like Peru for example. I hear they sell 'potent' cocktails.
 
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divinemistress87

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Hey I'm not trying to sound like a pro lifer by any means. But you just graduated high school give life a chance?
 
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Hey I'm not trying to sound like a pro lifer by any means. But you just graduated high school give life a chance?
I'm not a pro-lifer by a long shot but if I can be 18 again... Wow, I'd turn it all around. I thought it was all over, and thinking that way became a self-fulfilling prophecy of sorts and it ruined my life for real. Smh.
 
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reaasd11

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Hey I'm not trying to sound like a pro lifer by any means. But you just graduated high school give life a chance?
i have no ambition to do anything in my life and it would be so much easier to stop existing
 
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divinemistress87

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I'm not a pro-lifer by a long shot but if I can be 18 again... Wow, I'd turn it all around. I thought it was all over, and thinking that way became a self-fulfilling prophecy of sorts and it ruined my life for real. Smh.
I had a suicide attempt at 18 and although life was still hard it was better in my 20s than teenage years
i have no ambition to do anything in my life and it would be so much easier to stop existing
That is true but suicide is an extremely hard act to go through
 
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reaasd11

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I had a suicide attempt at 18 and although life was still hard it was better in my 20s than teenage years

That is true but suicide is an extremely hard act to go through
i got the guts to do it its just finding a way how
 
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Feb 13, 2020
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I'm sorry for your suffering..

But you can't ask others to help you. It's your choice and yours only.

Closing this thread.
 
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