so the consequences I want there to be will only be available in 20 days. I could steal a car, or get a car that I have access to the keys of. the car I have access to the keys of is fairly slow. I would die if I go top speed but would I be able to die at top speed? will I reach top speed? will I be permanently stuck in a hospital? do I steal a car or use the car that is guaranteed? when exactly do I do it so that I can guarantee that the roads are empty? do I speed, have fun and then end it, if that's the case, how do I end it with a method that has portable equipment? I'm not able to buy anything, any tools or anything that'll help me do it. I'm literally unable to do so. I need help and opinions, hoping to find them here.
As someone who is married to an EMT, lemme say that this isn't a good way to CTB. EMTs are good at getting people who should be dead back, and the only way you would be exempt from them
trying would be if you have a DNR on file, to which it most likely wouldn't be acknowledged as they won't know you had one and wouldn't be worried about checking for one while responding to the victim of a motor vehicle accident. Additionally, even if it does kill you, there's a chance of it being long and painful and if you survived it you would most likely not only be crippled from the incident, but possibly facing jail time.
Another thing to note is that this could very likely result in you ending the life/lives of innocent others, even if you think otherwise. Your life is yours to do as you wish with it, but please don't do anything that could possibly result in the loss of life for others.
Hustle, don't hurry. Hurrying your method will only result in unintended factors. Take your time and find something better than this, because like I said, This is not a good way to try to CTB for many reasons.