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Cactuscraze

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Apr 29, 2022
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I got 2 bottles of N last year when my condition started to get bad. I love using substances as a coping mechanism so over the course of the year my dumbass ended up using both bottles of N because I liked the buzz and to help me sleep. I always thought I could get more to ctb. Imagine the look on my face when I checked in early April and realized the scope of the shortage AHHH! (facepalm) . I Don't think I can wait anymore for it to be restocked so I got SN. I guess that'll have to do. Just thought I'd share, It's kind of morbidly funny in a way
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That must be very frustrating being in that situation. I'm sorry that you are going through this. To me N sounds like the best method, we all deserve the option of a peaceful death. In a world where there is so much suffering, N should always be available. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Feb 27, 2021
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I'm amazed that even though n kills you faster you can still consume some in small amount and not die unlike sn.

i'm sorry, op. :(
 
freedompass

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Warlock
Jan 27, 2021
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Woah. I did the exact same thing back in 2013-14. Except I ordered 2 lots of Chinese powder that was available back then plus 3 bottles from A. Just used all of it to quite literally 'numb it all' haha. Thanks for sharing, now I feel a little less ridiculous knowing I'm not the only one! 🤣
 
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