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notsosillybilly

notsosillybilly

dear princess celestia i wanna kms
Apr 8, 2026
46
idk i'm very apathetic when it comes to my birthday, didn't even think i'd make it this far. but my bsf made me birthday art and it's the cutest thing so that made me smile a bit 🩷
 
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kipper

kipper

Member
Mar 11, 2023
67
Happy birthday! When I turned 20 it felt strange, thought I would be dead by then too. Now I'm closer to 30.
 
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TransientEternal

Experienced
Sep 24, 2023
250
Happy Birthday! Hope this year is kind to you.
 
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Meru

Meru

tired
Mar 19, 2023
23
Happy birthday! I hope you understand how strong you are, may you find your peace by all means possible and enjoy your 20th year on this earth!! May fortune and happiness find your way along the path <3 eat some cake, you deserve it afterall!
 
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kompyany

kompyany

I refuse to be shaped by the world.
Aug 16, 2026
36
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!☺🎂🎉
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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🎂 HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎂
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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webb&flow

webb&flow

dum spiro spero—take it as it comes
Nov 30, 2024
840
happy birthday billy :) i'm wishing you cake-like and good times to come 🤗
 
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desiderium

desiderium

divinely inhuman.
Nov 23, 2021
64
Happy Birthday!! Whether you intended to or not, I'm proud of you for making it another year!! You're so strong and resilient, and hopefully 20 will be a good year for you.
 
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lastappleonearth

lastappleonearth

Слёзы на щеках
Jun 11, 2026
696
idk i'm very apathetic when it comes to my birthday, didn't even think i'd make it this far. but my bsf made me birthday art and it's the cutest thing so that made me smile a bit 🩷
Happy birthday ❤️
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
128
Happy birthday friend, wishing you peace on this day.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

⇡My dog⇡intercepts my SN package so I'm still here
Nov 26, 2025
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That's nice Billy. I hope you have had a nice birthday.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
5,137
I am the same about my bday however have the happiest of birthdays with as much love as an internet stranger can give!
Happy Birthday Love GIF by Sweet Charee Gallery
 
BunBun

BunBun

Catching The Truck
Sep 7, 2026
47
Hey were the same age! Happy birthday! ⸜( ˶>ᴗ<˶)⸝⋆✴︎˚。⋆ 🎂 ༘⋆
 
.idiot

.idiot

lol
Sep 14, 2026
73
idk i'm very apathetic when it comes to my birthday, didn't even think i'd make it this far. but my bsf made me birthday art and it's the cutest thing so that made me smile a bit 🩷
This is gonna come off as shallow encouragement, and it is really, but I'll say it regardless.

I don't know how long you've had suicidal impulses. 1 year, 2 years, 3 years, 5 years, maybe even since you were ten years old- point is, you managed to make it another year despite those crushing feelings. Whatever credit or lack thereof you're giving yourself, it isn't enough. You're pretty tough. Two decades on this hellscape is impressive.

Happy birthday.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Specialist
Jul 23, 2026
344
Happy birthday.
Even 20 is two decades in this hell realm.
 
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