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Captain laser

Captain laser

Pirate Captain of the ghost ship!!!
Mar 17, 2026
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i avoid talking about my issues with friends because they all already have their own problems, at least two of them considered CTB as well, so why add onto the pile of troubles in their life, but it was beggining to feel like too much to bare, and i tried to say that i attempted, but "my neck hurts" was way too vague, and although they comforted me, they all moved on quickly, and today i ended up telling one friend in plain terms, and to be honest "there's people that want you to live" isnt exactly enough to keep me here.
 
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3shells

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Yeah, friends can be nice and all but if they're considering ctb themselves then they might not be the best people to discuss that sort of stuff with. Most people just aren't equipped for discussing things like that so i get your frustration.
 
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