I tried to kill myself last night

[AlighieriTTT]

I'm not really sure how to feel. I was really drunk and not thinking straight, I tried to down half a bottle of Advil. Obviously that wouldn't have done anything but at the time I wanted to do anything. Luckily my gf was there and stopped me from swallowing too much. Now the morning after I just feel like shit. I don't know how much longer I'm going to last, every day I feel myself getting closer and closer. If I had SN I probably would be dead 3 times over by now. It doesn't even feel like anything anymore, I'm just empty.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that it can be so dreadful having to continue this life when all that you want is to be gone. I envy those who have left this world. I wish you freedom from suffering.

 

[Idontmatter]

I'm sorry for what you ate going through. I did the same thing years ago, I swallowed most of a bottle of Advil. Felt like crap the next day. I have sn and am going soon. Tired I hope you find peace.

 

[AlighieriTTT]

I'm sorry for what you ate going through. I did the same thing years ago, I swallowed most of a bottle of Advil. Felt like crap the next day. I have sn and am going soon. Tired I hope you find peace.

Yeah everything feels weird rn, although not sure how much is from the hangover and how much is from the Advil

 

[Idontmatter]

Yeah everything feels weird rn, although not sure how much is from the hangover and how much is from the Advil

If I knew about sn back when I took Advil I wouldn't be here right now which probably would have been doing everyone a favor.

 

[makethepainstop]

How so many of us suffer, yet the world demands, that the show go on!

 

[lafin]

I'm not really sure how to feel. I was really drunk and not thinking straight, I tried to down half a bottle of Advil. Obviously that wouldn't have done anything but at the time I wanted to do anything. Luckily my gf was there and stopped me from swallowing too much. Now the morning after I just feel like shit. I don't know how much longer I'm going to last, every day I feel myself getting closer and closer. If I had SN I probably would be dead 3 times over by now. It doesn't even feel like anything anymore, I'm just empty.

I feel empty too it's harder everyday

 

[theboy]

peace