Help I tried to jump in front of the subway but couldn't

[laysus]

I tried to jump in front of the subway, but every time it came I kept shaking, freezing and closing my eyes. Now I'm here at night at the mall typing this because My mother kicked me out of the house, this will be the second night sleeping in the cold outside , Does anyone have any tips so I don't freeze and end this torture soon?

 

[divinemistress36]

Can you go to a shelter or contact a church in your area? As much as I hate religion there are good folks who will help you out

 

[Relic]

Can you go to the police station and ask for a place to stay? And what kind of mother is this? I'm not sure... In your place I'd be very tempted to find that missing brick to repair the window.

 

[laysus]

I hadn't thought of that thanks

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Emmaus. Try them there are a few in your country

 

[laysus]

I don't think there are these in brazil

 

[theboy]

there are shelters for homeless or indigent people. I'm sorry you are going through this situation.
Why did she kick you out of the house?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It's not a good CTB method anyway. I hope you can find another way, or get help somehow, whatever you want.

 

[laysus]

Yeah , thx I asked the police for help and they spoke to my mother, she gave me one last chance to stay with her, but I need to get a job and rent a place to live alone, With the money I can save I will try poisoning methods, It is certainly a less painful and peaceful way to go

 

[Throwawayacc3]

Yeah , thx I asked the police for help and they spoke to my mother, she gave me one last chance to stay with her, but I need to get a job and rent a place to live alone, With the money I can save I will try poisoning methods, It is certainly a less painful and peaceful way to go

My god. Is it worthwhile asking how old your mum is and where she is from? Where's your dad? Wtf is going on with most people nowadays. You tried doing that act and she said get out? She'd rather you WORK and live alone than DIE??? What sort of fucked up logic is that?

 

[laysus]

She just doesn't know I tried this