dantexxnfrn
Member
- Jun 20, 2023
- 17
it obviously didn't work. i knew it wouldn't but i was desperate.
my head was pounding, it felt like my eyes were gonna pop out of my face and i felt almost peaceful? but at the same time i was panicking.
i probably would've tried something that would 100% work but i don't want to traumatize my parents. they're one of the main reasons i want to kill myself, but I can't bring myself to die and have them to find out.
but at the same time it feels impossible to wait until i move out. at this point i don't even know if I'll get to move out. i don't have a job, i don't have money, no one can give me shelter and my parents surely won't help me move out.
i'm so tired. I didn't choose to be born in this world and i can't even leave it.
my head was pounding, it felt like my eyes were gonna pop out of my face and i felt almost peaceful? but at the same time i was panicking.
i probably would've tried something that would 100% work but i don't want to traumatize my parents. they're one of the main reasons i want to kill myself, but I can't bring myself to die and have them to find out.
but at the same time it feels impossible to wait until i move out. at this point i don't even know if I'll get to move out. i don't have a job, i don't have money, no one can give me shelter and my parents surely won't help me move out.
i'm so tired. I didn't choose to be born in this world and i can't even leave it.
