Sarros

Sarros

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Sep 2, 2021
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Been a year or two since I posted I think. A lot has happened. Obviously I couldn't kill myself. I didn't get my 6 pack. I had my first partner. Moved in with them. Broke up with them. Not living with my family for the first time brings all kinds of new stressors. Oh, and I got a new job, that sucks ass too. Got a car. Too busy worrying about finances and taking care of my ex to really enjoy anything anymore. But almost everything in my life is what I'd wished for back then. So the monkey paw fingers have all curled because I still feel like garbage.

I still have my SN from last year. Never opened it so it should still be good.

Anyone else stick it out and have things still go sideways? Maybe once you consider catching the bus as an option it just kind of curses the rest of your life.
 
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