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Catscratch

Catscratch

I want to self harm but i hate pain
Oct 2, 2024
27
I said i want to quit the school, living like hikikomori for some months, and then suicide. She cant accept that and then yelled at me. Idk what to say after...
 
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dayhell

dayhell

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Jul 6, 2025
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I understand, I also got taken out of school and lived like a hikikomori for a while because I couldn't take it anymore. It's way harder when you don't have supportive parents though, I'm sorry your mom yelled at you. You don't deserve that when you're already suffering so much.
 
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Catscratch

I want to self harm but i hate pain
Oct 2, 2024
27
I understand, I also got taken out of school and lived like a hikikomori for a while because I couldn't take it anymore. It's way harder when you don't have supportive parents though, I'm sorry your mom yelled at you. You don't deserve that when you're already suffering so much.
Are you still living like hikikomori? If no, then how did you escape from that? I dont even have any social skill or degree, so i cant have a job. I only graduated 12 grade.
 
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dayhell

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Jul 6, 2025
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Are you still living like hikikomori? If no, then how did you escape from that? I dont even have any social skill or degree, so i cant have a job. I only graduated 12 grade.
I'm not, I have a job but it was easy because my dad got me the job. I also graduated only high school, there are simple jobs that you don't need a degree to do. It's not easy to work 40 hours a week, but I'm surviving still. It's good to have your own money. I don't go out much to anywhere else though.
 
Catscratch

Catscratch

I want to self harm but i hate pain
Oct 2, 2024
27
It's good to have your own money. I don't go out much to anywhere else though.
I dont even want to go out or buy anything. Just internet and three dishes a day
 
Manaaja

Manaaja

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Sep 10, 2018
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Your mom should yell at a society which forces young people to go to school, instead of forcing old people to go to work and give half their money to you. XD
 
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Jan 12, 2026
7
I said i want to quit the school, living like hikikomori for some months, and then suicide. She cant accept that and then yelled at me. Idk what to say after...
You told her that you want to ctb? Were you not scared she would call the cops or ship you to a ward?
 
Catscratch

Catscratch

I want to self harm but i hate pain
Oct 2, 2024
27
You told her that you want to ctb? Were you not scared she would call the cops or ship you to a ward?
Hahaha. Asian people dont care too much about mental illness problems.
 

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