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yahooey

yahooey

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Dec 5, 2023
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I did this a while ago, but I threw away my SN. I tried donating it to a local school's science teacher but that ended up getting me wellness checked lol. I'm doing a lot better now, mostly because I've picked up weed lol but also because I got past what was messing w/ me. I'm probably gonna have another suicidal episode in the future, but that's a problem for future me.
 
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Coconut blue

Coconut blue

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May 13, 2024
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im so glad to hear that you're feeling better. i know life can be so difficult sometimes, you should be proud of yourself for giving it another go:) take care and good luck!
 
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jinx <3

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Apr 12, 2023
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I feel this post on a hundred different levels. I too have recently picked up weed and it has helped immensely. I too feel good now, but know that I won't feel good in the future.

but that's a problem for future me.
Also, I think this line is very funny.

Anyway, yeah, I gave my SN to my sister, whom I trust deeply, so I don't have access to mine either anymore. Good luck with your recovery, I wish you well.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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I am so happy for you! Having had 2 attempts and now that I am in better place, I can so understand you and you are such a wonderfully kind soul.

Have a great Sunday and upcoming week filled with sunny blue skies and caring thoughts to/for you, my good friend.

Walter
 
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crystal_meth97

crystal_meth97

Nie mam zamiaru się poddać
May 1, 2024
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Amazing, good job getting rid of it and sorry for the wellness check, must have sucked at least a little. We don't have these where I live but anyway, I don't think they're pleasant. I'm glad weed works for you, it can be very helpful, but be careful not to abuse it, anything can become easily abused if you're not in a good mental place. Good luck with everything and I hope you can avoid a suicidal episode in the future. No matter what happens, I believe you'll be able to handle it.
 
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ecliptic

ecliptic

take me to the afterlife
Jun 2, 2024
76
I threw mine away too and I regret it. I'm looking for a source that ships to the UK because I can't deal with this anymore.
 
HopingOnaMiracle

HopingOnaMiracle

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Mar 8, 2024
334
Glad to see it's getting better. What was it that made you want to suicide, and is gone now?
 

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