I thought i was getting better.

[Housefly]

So I'm back. I got a job and got a hobby and blah blah. But I can't outrun my retardation; the reason nobody cares about me, the reason that I can't do anything right even if I'm not doing anything at all.

I can't tell my parents because "nobody cares", I'm an adult now and I have to figure my shit out. But I don't want to be an adult, I never asked for this. I was very sheltered as a child and nothing feels worth it because my parents are always right. Everything will be best if I wasn't around. I don't belong here and nobody can help me, nobody gets it and I hate talking about it anyway. I try writing everything down and I hate myself more than ever before. Please help me go, I'm a coward and can't do it on my own. I have tried but it hasn't worked, I knew it wouldn't work and I was so embarrassed that I never told anyone.

I have some pills . Please help

 

[pebpebpebpeb]

what type of pills?
i hope you're okay.

 

[thetruetato]

So I'm back. I got a job and got a hobby and blah blah. But I can't outrun my retardation; the reason nobody cares about me, the reason that I can't do anything right even if I'm not doing anything at all.

I can't tell my parents because "nobody cares", I'm an adult now and I have to figure my shit out. But I don't want to be an adult, I never asked for this. I was very sheltered as a child and nothing feels worth it because my parents are always right. Everything will be best if I wasn't around. I don't belong here and nobody can help me, nobody gets it and I hate talking about it anyway. I try writing everything down and I hate myself more than ever before. Please help me go, I'm a coward and can't do it on my own. I have tried but it hasn't worked, I knew it wouldn't work and I was so embarrassed that I never told anyone.

I have some pills . Please help

That must be awful. However, according to the rules of this site I cannot give you direct advice on how to end your life. Best of luck with whatever you decide to do though.