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logopolis

logopolis

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Jul 1, 2025
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when i was 18 i did something truly horrible. i havent faced consequences for this yet, and i might never, so i think it's time i paid the price. im just plain evil, and my theory is, the less evil on earth, the better. i just hope death isn't too good for me. i hope the people ive hurt find some peace when i go.

there's a really high bridge within driving distance, it's over 700 feet above water. if my math is right, that should be enough to accelerate me close to terminal velocity. im planning to get there close to midnight, swig some alcohol, and do the deed.

it's hard to tell from pictures, but it looks like there may be some big rocks near the bank that i could try to land on. failing that, a water landing will hopefully do. does anyone have advice on what i should/shouldn't do? if im landing on water, my plan is to try and belly flop. from what ive read, bigger surface area == quicker stop == more lethal when it comes to water. or does it even matter from heights like this?

in the meantime, thanks to everyone on this forum for the resources. i wish you all luck on your CTBing.
 
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derpsie

derpsie

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Aug 13, 2025
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fuck. that sucks. belly flopping going like 300mph down to the center of the earth? it worked for Etika though... RIP ETIKA
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

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Godspeed.
 
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logopolis

logopolis

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fuck. that sucks. belly flopping going like 300mph down to the center of the earth? it worked for Etika though... RIP ETIKA
300 mph is a little generous lol... at that speed, id be less worried. think it's more like 160, or 150 after air resistance and all that. definitely faster than golden gate bridge jumpers get to, though maybe not fast enough to guarantee a quick exit. i guess we'll see.

Godspeed.
thanks man.
 
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darksouls

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I wish you the best, hope you find the relief you search for đź«‚:heart:
 
temporal_anchorite

temporal_anchorite

wanting outta this bitch
Sep 23, 2022
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fuck. that sucks. belly flopping going like 300mph down to the center of the earth? it worked for Etika though... RIP ETIKA

JOYCONBOYZ
 
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