BrokenByTheSystem
Autism
- Mar 23, 2026
- 138
I didn't want to lose all my hope, I want to believe that people really care in the end, I want to believe that if I'm dying in some sidewalk someone will give me a hand, the same way I'd give my hand without asking for anything in exchange.
The hard truth is: either you get your shit together and start living like a normal person or kill yourself already.
People don't have time do deal with dramatic life of depressed and suicidal individuals.
Yes, we have therapists, psychiatrists, doctors and all that, but it feels they're just following the system expectations to get their reward (money and social acceptance).
The system that wants you to recover so you can keep producing for society and contribute as a well functioning human being.
They don't really care about you, and I don't think it's fair to blame them, we're all trying to survive here, therapists and doctors aren't an exception.
But that's the hard truth, they don't ACTUALLY care, they just follow their endless repetitive protocols, applying the same solution to every depressed/suicidal person, and expecting that the person reacts in one way or another. But it'll get to the point that even they'll be tired, they'll get tired of your bullshit, of your complains, they'll not stand the idea that you're not getting better after years of medicines and therapy, slowly they'll lose all faith and they'll start thinking if is it really worth it to keep trying to help you, you don't offer any value to society anymore and there's no projection of getting better anytime soon.
There is no hope.
The hard truth is: either you get your shit together and start living like a normal person or kill yourself already.
People don't have time do deal with dramatic life of depressed and suicidal individuals.
Yes, we have therapists, psychiatrists, doctors and all that, but it feels they're just following the system expectations to get their reward (money and social acceptance).
The system that wants you to recover so you can keep producing for society and contribute as a well functioning human being.
They don't really care about you, and I don't think it's fair to blame them, we're all trying to survive here, therapists and doctors aren't an exception.
But that's the hard truth, they don't ACTUALLY care, they just follow their endless repetitive protocols, applying the same solution to every depressed/suicidal person, and expecting that the person reacts in one way or another. But it'll get to the point that even they'll be tired, they'll get tired of your bullshit, of your complains, they'll not stand the idea that you're not getting better after years of medicines and therapy, slowly they'll lose all faith and they'll start thinking if is it really worth it to keep trying to help you, you don't offer any value to society anymore and there's no projection of getting better anytime soon.
There is no hope.
