I think this evening..

[Seaghost]

is my time to ctb.
I feel peace but also I hope I get my prescripten for ambien today. I love that shit :). It helped me so much the past years. Maybe one last time - will see.

I'll posting more infos later.
Yes, I think this is a good day :].

 

[pole]

Well, if you truly believe your time has come; i hope you find the peace that you're searching for.

 

[Seaghost]

Thank you very much :)!

 

[Purgatory]

I am sorry you feel that way. Well, I am sorry we all have such feelings here. If you are sure, hope your plan goes smoothly.

Only asking out of curiousity. Your user name. Sailor?

 

[Seaghost]

Thank you.

No I'm no sailor. I choose the name because the things in our soul can be deep as the sea. And beside of that the sea has some kind of magic. It shows you an unlimited view of the world.

 

[Empty Smile]

If you make to the point of reaching the bus stop, I hope all things go well and as planned. Best wishes for you. Hope you find the peace you seek.

 

[AutumnEmbers]

I hope you find peace, whichever path you choose. If you are leaving, I hope you'll be able to get that ambien and enjoy your last day as much as possible.

 

[Seaghost]

No mail for me today. So no prescripten for ambien today. It's ok :). Could be worse.

I thought I heard the old man say leave her Johnny leave her...

 

[Empty Smile]

No mail for me today. So no prescripten for ambien today. It's ok :). Could be worse.

I thought I heard the old man say leave her Johnny leave her...

At least you'll have us for another day.... Or would that be worse? :)

 

[Seaghost]

Oh thats not what I meant :). The coal will burn this evening.
Maybe thats wanted from above ;D and I need to have a clear mind.

 

[Invisible one]

Wish you the best is your endeavors. Hope you find the peace you seek, wherever that may be.

 

[ZomGuy]

I wish you the best, too. I hope you find peace

 

[redxiii]

words feel inadequate, wishing you love and peace whatever may be

 

[Seaghost]

Thank you guys .

 

[Halo13]

"As I descend from grace
In arms of undertow
I will take my place
In the Great Below"

Safe travels on your voyage to a different shore - whichever shore that may be :)

 

[Donewitheverything]

I hope you find the peace you were seeking for on the other side. Best wishes.

 

[Empty Smile]

Oh thats not what I meant :). The coal will burn this evening.
Maybe thats wanted from above ;D and I need to have a clear mind.

Oh, well in that case, may the coals burn brightly to help you see your way to the other side. Best wishes.

 

[spanishguy22]

Do you have CO detector to measure?
Safe travels

 

[Seaghost]

No, I don't have it but I've got calculations from an room thats almost exactly the same size as mine.
Now it's almost - 17.00. I set my time for around 21.00.

Patient Disposal and farewell letters have been written. Will have a little to eat shortly.
After that I'll clean the cage of the dwarf bunnies and have a shower. The pets will get into good hands :).

 

[Seaghost]

Edit:

So I dawdled like I always do...coal isn't burning now :§....

 

[Seaghost]

Yeah...ADHD till death...incredible

Coals burning since ~ 20minutes. 2,5kg are pretty much. Don't know if an hour is enough till white heat.
I'm feelin' good.

 

[Invisible one]

Theres a time and place for everything. There are reasons things happen the way they do. Tomorrow is a new day, for better or worse. Defining better or worse can be the conundrum. Hope all is well with you. May peace find you.

 

[Seaghost]

Coal ist almost ready.

 

[spanishguy22]

Coal ist almost ready.

Whatever you do, best of luck bro.

 

[LaBrava]

Good luck and best wishes.

 

[akita]

Good luck to you! <3

 

[Seaghost]

I'd like to tell what happening at the moment.
Heartbeat a little bit faster. Ears are dumb (hearing mediation music). Feeling a little bit high. Stand on m feet is more difficult.

Edit:
Wish me good luck. Maybe I can tell more...haha
Ears rushing, a little head ache, thinking is slower.

 

[Soul]

Journey well

 

[Seaghost]

Well this was special.
When I was begun feeling dizzy. My body startet immediately som strange emergancy programm and I couldn stay in the room but the symptomes were so advanced that I need to call the ambulance.
The carbon monoxide marker shows 38%.

Well now Im in the hospital and cant get of. I'm a prisoner till monday. Than and the doctor call again.

Oh, i'm gettimg tacor 3times a day :D

 

[Empty Smile]

Well this was special.
When I was begun feeling dizzy. My body startet immediately som strange emergancy programm and I couldn stay in the room but the symptomes were so advanced that I need to call the ambulance.
The carbon monoxide marker shows 38%.

Well now Im in the hospital and cant get of. I'm a prisoner till monday. Than and the doctor call again.

Oh, i'm gettimg tacor 3times a day :D

That sucks bud. Hope they don't decide to sanction you.