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Require_love

Awkwardly social due to spicy grey matter
Apr 20, 2025
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It gets hard to believe that, doesn't it?
I knew this, but I just couldn't believe it sometimes.
My senior took me out today. She's cool. Wonderful person, cares for me and everything. I just hope she doesn't think my mood swings are her fault, since I broke down during our trip.

I still have a hard time believing she cares. I still am doubting everything. I don't see why she would. Maybe she's being polite? Idk. Maybe it's best to enjoy whatever little care I get.

She told me she likes having me around. Which is..... I guess. Idk. I don't see why she'd like it. I'm tired of feeling like this.
 
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Haematemesis

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Jan 12, 2025
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i hope it's genuine and im happy for you but my motto is "no one cares, end it" sooo id be skeptical which is unhealthy
 
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May 7, 2025
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We aren't cookie cutter people... we have more in common than we have differences. I do believe, sadly, that most people do not care unless it suits them in the moment to do so. Like if they want something from you they will appear to care more in that moment... But, I'm sure there are people out there who truly do care unconditionally. There's bound to be. But it is really hard to tell the difference sometimes, and you might never meet one of them.
 
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