I think jumping is the only option

[262653]

The article says: The police opened criminal proceedings under article 115 of the Criminal Code of Ukraine ("premeditated murder") with the notation "suicide".

Are you sure? According to CC, taking one's own life isn't considered to be criminally punishable... Assisting suicide is illegal though, even with their consent or to alleviate suffering of terminally ill.

 

[Avicii]

I'm running out of viable methods to ctb- overdosing didn't work and neither did partial from a doorknob. I can't do n as it's too expensive for me, and I need to be gone within two weeks so sn wouldn't work either as I'd need to order stuff. SN is supposed to be painful as well. It seems jumping is the best option for me

I've spoken to a few people on here who've said that jumping isn't reliable enough, but I feel as it's the easiest method for me to do. I looked on lostallhope and it still seems to have a high success rate so I'm confident enough. I'm also confident I have what it takes to overcome the SI and jump.

To overcome SI I'm going do have to do it slightly fucked up. Apparently drinking makes it more likely to survive, but where I would plan to jump from is a car park onto concrete.
I've searched for past suicides in my area via the same way and none of the attempts survived when done from the top of a car park. The car park is about 9 storeys high and I've seen 6 is enough.
I'm also planning to take drugs as a further way to prepare.

If alcohol can have an effect on survival, do certain drugs as well? And do you think this has a good enough chance of working? I feel the risk of jumping is worth it

Just be careful that you don't land on anyone below you

I'd hate not being able to breathe in my last moments. I'd just look down right before jumping to not hit anyone

You couldn't stop yoursejf and I doubt you have the ability to shout MOVE !!

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

I posted about this on reddit as suggested. All the replies have come back saying how obvious it was that it was a scam. I feel awful now. I just wanted to go to sleep and not wake up, that's the point of N right? My life is so chaotic and distressing I just want peace. I struggle to sleep, then when I do sleep I have nightmares then I wake up having a panic attack which takes hours to calm down fully from. My days are filled with flashbacks and panic attacks, I just want some peace and I've just been stupid and made things worse. My heart just pounds all day now, I feel like I'm in a permanent state of panic.

The place I'm thinking of jumping from is 2.5 hours away and will cost me to get there. And what if I chicken out, I won't be able to get back home. I want to slip away peacefully in my bed, but that seems so unobtainable now. I'm getting more and more distraught.

 

[John Smith]

You're not alone I'm thinking of jumping too. I can't pass out in partial and tried full rope broke worst pain struggling to breath for two or three minutes can take more than 5 to pass out. Tried overdose nothing works unless you get illegal hardcore ones or nembal or what they use to kill animals at vet but it's in Mexico so not an option. Live with family they don't believe in guns. I live in Florida so u would have to travel o a cliff I wouldn't want to do it off a build on a chance I would kill someone. Read a story about a girl who jump off a bridge and hit a car killed the person in it. It's not stupid I would do full if I didn't fail and knew what it was like. I honestly think most people did from not breathing not from compressing the arteries. It's freaking hard

You failed at full? Why didnt you pass out do you think?

 

[Lokd26]

I'm starting to consider this myself. This or VSED

 

[Mr2005]

What's VSED? I need to get my arse to this bridge I've been looking at. It's 35 metres over water and will have to do. I don't want to drown but I don't think I could do it over concrete. Just hoping I'll be knocked out on impact

 

[khw777]

I have though. Tried hanging, overdosing, none of them worked. I'd get n but it's far too much money. I can't afford sn either so jumping really is the most viable option. I'm sorry you don't agree with my method, but it's the right method for me.

I wouldn't argue against anyone's method.if that's what they choose to do its their choice.

 

[toomuchgrief]

Holly batman, this guy jump from a building. Yes, a building. And his intestine burst out. I found this in bestgore.

Best Gore

alright, now I am sure if I jump of a 1,000 feet hit concrete, I be DEAD. No doubt about this. No way a building can be 1,000 feet in height and this guy already like this. Ouch. But then when you dead already, you don't know what is pain anymore.

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Eta: anddd I found the building by Google based on 8th and Hope tower in Los Angeles, it is 22 stories high tower. Yeah, no. no 22 stories building are one thousand feet tall. If that guy die jump 22 stories hight. No chance you survive 1,000 feet free fall.
So anyone want the jump CTB method, aim for at least one thousand feet clearance below and safe chance you be dead. If I'm going to die, I will make sure I will die instead of end up in a coma and paralyze, you got to aim for something as high as you can when it come to jumping.

 

[lymbo]

You could say I'm "successful." I graduated from an Ivy League school, and I'm currently working at a law firm as a paralegal. Most of my friends and acquaintances think I have plans for law school. The irony is that my most clearly thought-out plans for the future are not my plans for law school, but my plans for suicide.

why u want to ctb?

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

why u want to ctb?

childhood trauma. social isolation.

 

[lymbo]

childhood trauma. social isolation.

have you tryed therapy, sorry but socyal ysolatyon ys not a good reason to off yourself dude, u have a good job, health, alot of people here trully suffer, ym wyth no prospect of beyng emplloyed anywhere, have cronyc horryble payn yn my body from 2 years, 24/7 whych cant be controlled wyth any medycyne

 

[BipolarExpat]

Pretty much any one of us could find many other people whom we could easily ascertain as "worse off."
I'm sure there are plenty of posters in this very thread that are (by definition or simple observation) in a worse position than myself.

Does that make me love life and my personal circumstances any more?
Does it make me want to pullup my boots and soldier on since I'm not the one with the worst maladies?

Absolutely not.

 

[lymbo]

Pretty much any one of us could find many other people whom we could easily ascertain as "worse off."
I'm sure there are plenty of posters in this very thread that are (by definition or simple observation) in a worse position than myself.

Does that make me love life and my personal circumstances any more?
Does it make me want to pullup my boots and soldier on since I'm not the one with the worst maladies?

Absolutely not.

yes get what you are sayng, just my opynyon ys some of the suycydes here are absolutely preventable, and for others there ys no other way

Pretty much any one of us could find many other people whom we could easily ascertain as "worse off."
I'm sure there are plenty of posters in this very thread that are (by definition or simple observation) in a worse position than myself.

Does that make me love life and my personal circumstances any more?
Does it make me want to pullup my boots and soldier on since I'm not the one with the worst maladies?

Absolutely not.

one guy here wants to off hymself coz he dyd not got the promotyon at work that he wanted

 

[BipolarExpat]

I hear you. People off themselves for all sorts of reasons that might not look "good enough" to someone with chronic pain, etc.

But keep in mind,...we rarely (if ever) get the entire story. There could be much more going on. Issues that he/she can't even imagine communicating, even here. I'm like that about some things.

The job situation, break up, argument, etc. "may" just be the catalyst (straw that broke the camel's back) that pushes them off. It's possible that the real reasons are so horrifyingly disturbing that they're unmentionable.
Here I am in what must be one of THEE most accepting groups on the entire internet, yet I still can't bring myself to the intro. thread or openly share everything that's bothering me. It's too raw, too bare, too disturbing. Anxiety's a bitch (so is selective mutism) and it extends all over the place.

I do not think you're wrong, however.

Some people can indeed be healed and some situations can be fixed, accepted or adapted to.

 

[lymbo]

yes true that

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

have you tryed therapy, sorry but socyal ysolatyon ys not a good reason to off yourself dude, u have a good job, health, alot of people here trully suffer, ym wyth no prospect of beyng emplloyed anywhere, have cronyc horryble payn yn my body from 2 years, 24/7 whych cant be controlled wyth any medycyne

I've been too many therapists. Waste of time and money. They just pretend to care for one hour and then move on to the next one

 

[lymbo]

I've been too many therapists. Waste of time and money. They just pretend to care for one hour and then move on to the next one

yes unfortunetly lyke all other doctors they trat people lke cattle

 

[truthseeker]

When I walk out the front door of my bldg., there is a 25 storey bldg. across the street. I've been on it's roof as I know people in the bldg. But that's the problem, I know people there. I don't want to hurt anyone beyond the obvious. Still, it's on my narrowing list of possibilities. Probably not that place though.

 

[Marz]

I live in a 13th floor and sometimes the urges are so fucking strong. I have decided to plan out another method first and if it does not work out for whatever reason I'll jump, but I think jumping in my case would just bring a bunch of issues for my family, the cleanup would be messy as fuck and my building is right up next to another one. My balcony faces the parking lot and basically all 26 floors from both buildings got a nice view of it.... big yikes.