Oh yay. The focus is on another member besides the OP and the thread is devolving into a fight and will probably get locked.
I'm not a mod and I have no authority. @Dookieshoes, there's a tendency here to support people making their own choices about whether or not to suicide, and for people to not have to defend their choice. That latter part is addressed in the Rules and FAQ. I didn't bumrush you, btw, I offered a way to get your question answered. It was quite benign and intended to be.
This thread is a particularly challenging one because there's an ethical element involved. Personally, I'd like to see it play out rather than it be locked over an argument, just stating my preference, it's not a command, which I couldn't support if I wanted to. It's not just about the OP here, but others are emotionally involved in what's happening with her. She's posted a lot and because of that folks know her and care about her. From my end, I recognize from her post history that this could easily be a part of her processing, and not something she's necessarily going to do, so I'm not worried for her because of a couple of vent posts. Not negating her in any way, not defining her, just a reflection of consistent behaviors that allow for some confidence in prediction.
Anyhow, if folks want to argue and make it about something other than the OP, then the thread is derailed and won't come to its natural conclusion, because mods sometimes but generally don't step in, they just lock. That's not fair to the OP here.