I think I'm sinking lower

[meiherasayuri]

Well, actually, it bothers me that I can't communicate well here (because the translator mistranslates some things and I'm afraid of coming across badly because of it). I don't like being seen as the bad guy. In fact, I'm afraid of everything. I'm afraid of getting hurt and being abandoned. I just want a hug. I don't really want to die, I just want a hug, that's all. Anyway, I'm falling deeper into despair... I want to scream,
I hate my life, I hate my existence, I don't want to die, I just want to be happy.....Because God lets me be happy........?

 

[SASU-KE]

Your point comes across well enough. I know many, many people here who use translation to get their point across. And it will really workout well in your favor, especially when you say something offensive for real. You can just say it was a translation mistake if you get into trouble

 

[nummie]

I hope you find happiness in this life :(