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bruised_reed

bruised_reed

Student
Apr 1, 2026
145
I've tried many times to ctb and I failed every single time. I don't know how to find fent but I think that's my ctb of choice.

Any ideas on how to find it?
 
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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Specialist
Apr 5, 2025
325
I just found two vendors on dark web and ordered both. It's impossible to know if there product is good or if it will work.

At this point I am just stockpiling the methods.
 
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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
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how does it even come, as pills or powder? or something else?
 
bruised_reed

bruised_reed

Student
Apr 1, 2026
145
I think when it gets here, I'm just going to keep it in whatever container it comes in until I'm ready to go and then I'm going to take it sublingually. Idk, I'm not a drug user so I don't know what people do with the stuff after they receive it in powder form. I'm assuming they cut it into something else but I don't know what the heck I'm doing and the first time I take any of it I'm hoping to die anyway.
 
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winter.

winter.

Yall Cuties ❤️
Feb 23, 2026
39
If you do decide to go that way, it'll be worth putting a notice on the door so anybody who finds you won't be harmed.
 

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