I think I'm just going to leave soon

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I don't really care anymore, about all the things I was planning to do beforehand.

I don't care about having a date either (October) if it's sooner in August, oh well.

I'm not going to make a goodbye thread, just to feel loved by a community, when people hardly know me or care.

I'm not leaving a suicide note for people irl that never really cared about me.

I probably won't watch LOTR or Harry Potter, or make my charm bracelets.

It doesn't matter anymore. I'm ready to go.

If anyone reads this after October, and I'm not around, just know that the Exit Bag setup with Nitrogen was a success!

 

[ultradespair]

Sorry that youre feeling this way, I can definitely relate

Hope you find peace one way or the other

 

[Redacted24]

When it's your time and you're ready, that about sums it up, doesn't it?

It's difficult to keep going through everything.

I'm sorry the everything brought you here.

And hope you find respite and peace, regardless of the path you choose.

The community will be a little poorer for your absence.

 

[SadGirl]

I don't really care anymore, about all the things I was planning to do beforehand.

I don't care about having a date either (October) if it's sooner in August, oh well.

I'm not going to make a goodbye thread, just to feel loved by a community, when people hardly know me or care.

I'm not leaving a suicide note for people irl that never really cared about me.

I probably won't watch LOTR or Harry Potter, or make my charm bracelets.

It doesn't matter anymore. I'm ready to go.

If anyone reads this after October, and I'm not around, just know that the Exit Bag setup with Nitrogen was a success!

I'm sorry you feel this way, hopeless. I can tell you I'm recovering now, or trying to at least, but I still have suicidal thoughts, even though I won't do it. I hope you find peace wherever you are, and that you're certain that's what you're going to do. Hugs, we're here for you.

 

[Quietist]

I wish I felt "ready" or had a surefire way to go, as I'd probably like to go in October as well.

Something about the Fall season, and the symbolism of the "death" of things before a rebirth.

I hope that whatever decision you make, you find peace.

 

[Obliviate]

That's exactly how I feel. I don't care about a check off To Do list anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[darksouls]

hope you find relief from suffering